Hectic

Something really hectic happened yesterday. I can't go into details. Never the less because of it I will have to Delete This Blog. This will be done so there is no way anyone can find out who I am and that I have a Blog. Plus I really can't risk it either. I will leave this post up until this weekend so that if you have any questions before I delete this Blog now is your chance. By Sunday This Blog will be deleted. I will miss you all thanks to those that followed me I am blessed by you and am really sorry that I have to go. But in the end it's to protect me. I hope you understand.

The Mona and Joyce Show - Episode 18 - Amanda Bynes

Everything

So everything is back to normal as if nothing changed. I'ts amazing how it happens. It's that I was on Holiday and then all of a sudden I am back to Normal feeling. Almost as if never happened. Yeah I realize that it happens every time it just does not make it any easier. It is more harder especially if you were able to be yourself and then you have to go back to being someone your not. This unfortunately is the norm. What more can I say.

Change

I was watching a T Girls Vlog earlier and she was saying goodbye to You Tube. She had decided that she had done what she had set out to do. Well that's sad to see someone go which brought me to the change thing. It's always sad to see something go that you have come to rely on. I suppose it's inevitable but none the less it is really sad for now you have to get to settle with the new change. which can change anytime. So the things you come to rely are never repeated especially the good ones. It reminds me of a comic store that used to get my Mags from. One day it was there the next it was gone. Not literally but you know what I mean. Then I never found one that could compare to it. And that goes for many things.

Makeup NIGHTMARES!! What to Avoid Doing: MissChievous

Last Night

Well tonight is my last night of partying not that I did much partying this time. Lol. It kinda went quite fast. Not too worry I have another one coming up this next weekend. I really do wish it would be during the week. Just got done Watching A Vlog of a T Girl who was messed around by supposedly a good friend of hers on the Net. Just goes to show that you can't trust people on the net. Especially if you have only known them for  short while. It is sad when it happens to trusting people. Yeah It sucks.

Cool

So I popped out to go get a Dvd for tonight. Fortunately the one \I wanted to get yesterday was in, so I got it. The one I watched last night was not all that great. So i have had two pretty average Movies in the last two nights. So here's hoping for tonight. As I said I was not going to drink I kept to that. So I feel a lot better. I know every now and again you just don't feel like it. Plus I think I have had enough of Vodka and Wine. So the next time I am going to try something different. Maybe Beer or Cider. Let's see what happens. Yes I do like Beer and Cider. Not that there is anything wrong with liking it.