Early

So I could not sleep to late today so I was up earlier than is normal for me. The reason being I had to go see My Therapist. I had made the appointment earlier since My Therapist had moved and the previous time was cutting into the afternoon. Since I travel quite far for the appointments. I  wanted to be back earlier at the flatlet. Anyway the session was interesting today. I can say that My Therapist has given me exercises to do to get me to be more engaged. Which I am not too happy about. Well lets see if they work at all. Other than that the session went quite well. Just talked about things in general.
I do feel like that I am isolating myself more and more as time goes by. Which is not a good thing. It just adds to the depression.

Today

So I slept in for a bit and then went to go see my Therapist. Which was a good session. It was a bit weird since the Therapist had moved and now is in new premises. So that will take awhile to get used to the new surroundings believe me when I say it makes a difference. So apart from that we covered quite a lot which was good fora first session after four weeks of not having seen the Therapist. anyway I left and went back to the flatlet to wait for someone to come and see what was going on with something in the flatlet. having that done the rest will be pretty normal watch some vlogs, post. Then watch Telly until its time to go to bed.

Mini

Well yesterday I slept really late. I did not have to do anything besides go to my Therapist. So I took the journey to see My Therapist. Therapy this  time was a bit different since I ended up having a breakdown of sorts. I just could not keep it together. So most of the session was spent crying. Being stuck in the Closet will do that to you. It was a good release I would say even though it still does not make it better to be in The Closet.

I Did

So yesterday I slept in which I am so good at doing then I took a trip to go see my Therapist. I have to say that the Therapy session was exclusively on My Transness with maybe a few other things thrown in for good measure. It was a good session no matter how you look at it. I will say this that we did speak about Drag Queens quite a bit. That's all I am going to say you will have to figure out what the connection is.

Therapist

So yesterday I went and saw My Therapist. More importantly I missed my Psychiatrist appointment. I mixed up the dates. So that was a bit silly on my part. I will have to apologize next time I see My Psychiatrist. Any way I had my Therapy session which went quite well. Dealt with a few Trans issues but mostly just normal issues. Which was ok. All in all it was great to see my Therapist which it has been over a month since I last Saw My Therapist.

Back

So I am back from my therapy Session which was not bad. Once again dealt with new areas which went ok. Never is easy the first time around. It's amazing that even after being in Therapy for so long you can still find areas that are new to discuss. They might link up to other issues but they are still new. I am sorry I am just frazzled  from the Session I don't really have much to offer today. Tomorrow is also going to be a tough day for me as well. So keep me in your thoughts since I will be Coming Out as it were to a relative.

Aaaahhhh

So I have just come back from Therapy. I had to work quite hard this Session. Not as hard as two back. That one was really hard. Today's one was on a different topic all together. I really just feel like going to sleep right now. Yes it was exhausting. I thought I would just lay down for awhile. Yep thts how tired I am. So you will have to excuse me if I don't blog as much as I do normally.

So

I have just come back from Therapy. Today it was a bit lighthearted since then one from the previous week was really hard on me. I just could not stand having two hard Sessions in a row. So at least we covered some ground today and we did touch on Trans issues. Which is always a good thing.

Yesterday

I was quite exhausted mentally from the Therapy Session yesterday. It certainly took a lot out of me. So I slept in a bit this morning. Which I think did the trick.

Therapy

So today I saw my Psychiatrist to do the monthly check up to make sure the Meds are working. Just answer a couple of questions and get the script. Not really that much to the appointment. So really just for the coming Months Meds. Then I saw My Therapist a little while later. They both are in the same region. Today's Therapy was a real eye opener. Also a bit hard on the Self I have to say/ Therapy can get really sore when dealing with your own inner issue. The longer your in Therapy the deeper it goes. So You can't expect a holiday in Therapy Sessions.

As Well

I almost forgot that I went to my therapy Session yesterday. I was so focused on the Tattoo that I forgot. I received some good news. Sorry cant share with you it at least made my day. Just as much as having my Tattoo done. So anyway the Session went well considering I had not seen my Therapist since two weeks ago.

Well

I have to say that yesterday was a bit of a bust. I haven't quite recovered from yesterday. The thing is still with me. I am still sad and unfortunately there is no way of fixing the situation. Its kinda one of those things I am going to have to accept. I suppose most of you are going what is she talking about. Well I am talking about the thing that got me crying in my session yesterday with the Therapist. As I have already said there is nothing I can do about it. Which makes me even sadder. I will just have to accept the situation. Well I suppose thats what grown ups have to do and that is roll with the punches. Unfortunately this one hurt a lot.

Cry

So I have returned from My Session. That is My Therapy Session. It did not really go too well today and the session ended up with me in tears. So all in all it was a tough one which I don't really want to repeat at all. So I am a little bit sensitive at the moment.

Again

So I went to Therapy today. Which is the usual Tuesday thing to do. Today's was a little bit different since we dealt the normal issues. I suppose they are all related since it is still me at the end of the day. You will have to excuse me since it was a bit of a tough session. Not all of them are like the one today.

Different

So I am back from My Therapy Session. Today's one was eye opening. I won't say I had a breakthrough but I definitely saw things in a different light. It was all about projection. Sorry I can't say much more than that. I certainly have a lot to think about. Ok, I will say this its about how the past influences me now. That's about as much as I can give away. I haven't seen so many things in the same light as I did before. It certainly does make more sens once you see things in a specific way.

Not Sure

Did I mention that for the next two weeks I wont be able to see my Therapist. The first week the Therapist is not available. The second week the Therapist is at a conference. So all in all this sucks. I am so used to going to Therapy once a week. For it not to happen is a big deal. One week is one thing but two weeks I don't know. I just hope I don't become even more depressed because of it. Well it is going to be a long haul.

Transgender Therapy

So I was at Therapy today. Unfortunately I will not be seeing My Therapist for two weeks. Which really sucks. At least I have this Blog which to some extent is Therapy. I don't know what I would do without it. I do know I miss it every time I delete it. I do know that I want to keep it going forward just being a little more careful this time. So there will be no need to delete it. It is food for my Soul.

Transgender Therapy

Well tomorrow is my weekly Depression Therapy. Well that is what everyone would like to think it is. Well as far as they are concerned. But you and I know better. I use the Space to go through all My Trans Issues etc. Tomorrows plans to be a good one. Well I hope since I have already got an Idea of what I want to speak about. No I am not going to tell you. It's too Private. lol.

Still

I went to Therapy today. Which is what I do every Tuesday as you should know by now. It was very interesting today as we discussed a couple of subjects not addressed before. So we will have to pick up next week where we left off today.I am actually looking forward to it. Since it will help me a lot. I am still depressed and probably will be for awhile hence the short posts. I really just am not tin the space where I have topics to talk about. I normally just shut down when I become depressed. I just cant deal. So sorry about that,. Just bear with me.

Therapy

So I was at My Therapist today and we had a really good Session sorting out a couple of things. it was definitely different from the normal Sessions we have that I can say for certain.