Right

For the Moment I feel a bit Lost since for the Next three weeks I will not have a chance to do what I normally do and that is Blog and watch The Vlogs that I follow. But more than that I will constantly be with other people so I wont even have chance to relax and be Myself. Well its something I don't have a choice about so I will have to Grin and Bear it. Once again this is the Price you pay when your in the Closet. Plus it will never end which is more frustrating that anything else.

Lost

The weirdest thing at the moment is that I feel that I am living some else's Life. In actual Fact I feel lost. Just hoping its not the Meds that are making me feel like this. I cant even begin to describe it. Its like I woke Up and my Life means nothing. How bizarre.

Sometimes

Sometimes we get so caught up in our lives and the things around us that we loose sight of what is important. I often get lost and have to reassess where I am and take drastic measures to get myself back on Track. Which I have to say is something that most People will not get or understand. I have been told in a polite way that I am " Non Conformist" I just wish I could remember the term that was used but it means the same thing,. I cannot for the life of me see life the way that most people see it.