Not Much

So last night i went to bed quite late since I was watching all my Vlogs. Actually i did not go to sleep last nigh it was this morning I did. So I spent most of the day in bed resting from The night before since I had been drinking. And here I am again doing the same thing. That is watching my Vlogs and drinking. So this weekend or should I say from Thursday has been Me Time. Which means I had time to myself with no One Around at all . I don't get these too often so I take advantage of them.

Last

So last night I kind of got trashed by drinking two bottles of red wine. I really did not sleep well. Well lets say I did not really sleep at all. I was thirsty half way through the night and had to get up and drink some water. I slept late just to get the effects of the wine to wear off which was a thirst and a head ache,. Which I took tabs for . I know and now I am doing exactly the same again. You would think that I would learn from my lessons. Apparently not. So what can  I say I am drinking red wine again. Lets call it a lets get sloshed time. And I probably will do the same for tomorrow night as well as Sunday as well. What can I say I am a sucker for punishment.

Late

I have left this Blog late since I was watching a long Vlog just now. So if this is short you will have to understand since My Me Time has expired. We were lucky enough to have the whole weekend. So From today it will be back to normal. Which you will have to understand. I am sorry which means this weekend I wont be able to post. But you know that already.

So Just

So I have just had my dinner or supper as I understand it to be. It was one of those Telly diners you shove in the Microwave. I have to say it was really yummy. After that I had some Potatoe Salad, Which I should have had before the Telly Dinner. So Whatever. Either way it was great. Now back to the Red. Well at the end of the day food is food no matter which order you eat in. Now I have just had some dessert which is a prepackaged number. Which was thoroughly delicious. What can I say I enjoy food. Sorry I Love Food. I can't help myself. Yes I could stand to lose some weight. Well I mean who cant. Dont judge me. lol.

Continue

So I am coming up to the last of my Red. I will have to sneak out and get some more. Won't be much since I don't have that much money left. Remembering that my Me Time ends on Wednesday night. So I have three more nights left including to night. I will get a Dvd or two for tomorrow night, Since I did not get one over the weekend. I might even try a Horror Lol. Not my normal Movie to choose from but there has been this one I have had my eyes on for awhile. Then I think I will get some more how can I say normal. lol.

I Am

Supposedly I will be having some Me Time in September round about the 14th I think. I was made aware of the dates. I just was not paying too much attention at the time. So I at least know that's coming up. I don't celebrate as much as I used to. I think its just because I have Matured to some degree. Well that's how I explain it to myself. Who knows maybe I have just become more depressed as time has gone by. Where it takes a lot for me to be happy about anything. I really don't know I haven't put that much thought into it at all. So it could be a combination of a couple of things. Either way I don't party as much as I used to do.

Not Much

So last night there was not much happening except for the Red. ( Now does this not sound familiar) It will be awhile before I can have a Me Time again. They really are not the same as they used to be. Now a days I am more Relaxed and just prefer to get drunk and watch a Dvd or post or even listen to music. Don't forget looking at the Vlogs I subscribe to. Which is quite a lot. So sometimes I will only get a couple for the day. Still I am grateful for every one that does come up.

This Week

Got to be the Strangest week I have had for awhile. I cant even begin to tell you since it's more of a feeling than anything else. I have just felt really weird this whole week. I did have some Me Time from Wed Till Now. Today it ends. Still I did not party as much as I normally do. I did however spend an inordinate amount of time in Bed. I just couldn't motivate myself to get out of Bed. So most of the days was spent holed up in Bed. lol.No wonder the week was a bit weird. I did and still do feel a bit guilty about the amount of time spent in Bed. It wasn't like I was sick or anything. So this me Time was a bit strange I did drink some red wine each night except for tonight. As I said the party ends some time soon. Then we will back to the Norm

Not

Not going to be drinking tonight at all. I think I did enough partying last night to last me for awhile. Not to say It was really bad or anything. Just every now and then your body says enough. So I am listening this time and calling it quits for now at least. That is not to say I will never drink again the chance of that happening are slim to zero.

Recovering

So I am recovering from last night. Spent most of the day wholed up in and on My Bed which I love. So feeling better now. Went shopping earlier and did not really go balistic at all. Just got the usual and some Red Velvet cupcakes. Which I am hoping are going to be good. Got another Dvd for tonight. last nights one was ok. Bit of a let down have to say was looking forward to it. Anyway that's how it goes. The Dvd that I wanted to get today was out which was a bummer so had to get another. Hopefully it's better than the one from last night. Well here's hoping.

Ok

So we are onto the Vodka. Someone is thinking this Girl is an Alcoholic. Got Placebo "Black Market Music playing. So all the Supper stuff is done just waiting for something on Tv to start that I watch every night which has to do with picking Wedding Dresses. Lol. Funny right. Then I will watch my Dvd. After that we will have to see how I feel. Might get onto that forum all dependent as to how I feel. You should try Vodka with Iced tea quite refreshing.

Begin

So I got myself a Dvd to watch tonight and will have a pizza for supper and have already opened the red wine. So let the party begin. Just watching My Vlogs at the moment. I am still thinking about what I want to get tomorrow. That is when I go shopping for stuff, groceries, I mean you know. Well it's really like party planning, what goes with what. What am I in the mood for etc, etc.

This Weekend

So the weekend coming up I will be alone for Thursday through to Saturday night. Which leaves with the opportunity to relax some what and let my hair down. Well it. just a saying I really don't have enough hair to let down any way. Wish I did. But that's understandable that it's like it is. Or it is was it is. Kinda hate that saying since it sounds so trite. Well got to go.

I Feel

I feel weird I really need a break from the everyday usual nonsense. Can't wait to have a descent time by myself a during the week break. Just so that I can let my hair down. Lol. No seriously I know I have the small ones coming up but they are not good enough as I have explained before. I feel like I am losing it slowly but surely.

So

So the dates have been confirmed for the Me Times. They are the last weekend of May and the first weekend of June. So one weekend after the next. Not exactly what I wanted. I would have preferred them to be during the week. Well it is what it is. Damn.

I Did

I found out when I will be getting time off supposedly it will be the last weekend in May and the first weekend in June. So even though I know they will be short only two nights and on a weekend. I'm not that thrilled as I said before I prefer them during the week. Well lets see how it goes. Can't always have them when you want them.

Waiting

Still Waiting

So I haven't heard anything about when I will have some Me Times in June yet. I know they are going to happen. I just don't know the specific dates. I will have to save up a bit so I can get party supplies. Lol. Which I am sure you know what that entails. I just hope they are during the week and not on the weekends. I don't know quite why I prefer them during the week as opposed to the week ends. Anyway still waiting.

Hoorah

So I found out that I am going to be having a couple of Me Times in June  I haven't got the dates yet. But I believe they will be over weekends. I actually prefer when they are during the week. Well anyway lets cross our fingers.

The Girl

The Girl needs a Time for me. Really needs it like a hole in The Head. I think it's still going to be a long while before it's going to happen. I am just dreaming out a loud. Which a Girl has to do or has every right to do. Ok I am being a little dramatic but seriously. I am a Night Owl and need to be let out once awhile otherwise I begin to wilt. lol Sorry I can't help Myself