Rejection

Even though I am in the Closet. I can still be rejected by the Trans Family. It really is hard to find people on the net that will take the time to get to know someone. They are too busy with their own lives. Which is normal. So I have to do with the little I do get. Which mostly comes from My Therapist. Funny that I have to go to Therapy to be heard. So I have to make do with the little I get no matter where it comes from.

Laverne Cox

On The Scene: GLAAD Media Awards

I Got

So last night i stayed up quite late and got a bit sloshed. Drunk for those who do not understand the Lingo. It was not planned at all except I did keep on drinking until the obvious became apparent. So too a large degree.
Now the Vlogs I am watching are vastly different from last night because of the weekend. Not so many people post on the weekend since they have a life unlike the rest of us who live through others. If only I had a life living as my true self. I really wish that would come true. Still we mange with what we have right.
I just had a Thai beef salad and bread. Kit kat to be more precise. Who cares what people think right.
I know I have been neglecting our family That is the LGB of LGBT. So from now on I will post some of the LG of LGBT just to be fair to our Family. I do Love them and thats no Joke

Macklemore & Ryan Lewis, Mary Lambert & Madonna performing at The Grammy...

Still

I am still having difficulty keeping it together since watching that clip of Coco Peru doing that interview. it touched a chord in me. I can identify so strongly with being In The Closet. It takes a lot to keep it together especially relating to not being able to express myself at all. I some times wonder as to just how much people understand. We say the things and people feel sorry for us but can they really understand is the question. I would answer No a resounding No. Its easier to say they are sorry that its the situation. Then again its not there fault that they don't understand. I could go on and on about this but I wont.

I Can't

I posted a Vlog yesterday were Joules talks about two Gay Men beaten to death she did put a link to the actual video. I personally did not watch the video. I'm not saying that if you did watch it that there is anything wrong. I just cant watch something like that its too graphic and not something that I want stuck in my head.
Never the less its horrific and there are places in the world were it's really dangerous for the LGBT Family. I am not going to go into all the places for you well know some of them. like Iraq etc. I know the Russians are having a hard time of it and its well publicized. I am not too sure how to show support for these LGBT Families.

Two Gay Men Beaten To Death

Wondering

I was just thinking about the LGBT community in Russia and how thing are going on there. There really has not been that much news in regards to the struggle our family is having over there. So if any of you do know I thought you could share it with us. Leave a comment and I will post it so others can read it. If not I will try to find out myself.