I Would

I forgot to say that My Therapist was not available this last Tuesday. This coming Tuesday I will see the Therapist at a different time just for this coming Tuesday. The sad thing is that in February I am going to have to swap Therapists. I would tell you why but it's a little bit too personnel. I will however say that I am going to miss my current Therapist a lot for this Therapist is really good and gets me. Then I have to start from scratch with the new one well I really don' have a say in the matter. It is what it is. Don't you just hate that saying. lol

Can't Wait

I get to see my Therapist tomorrow which I haven't seen for two weeks now. So that is something to look forward to. Well at least it's for me. Then I get to go over all my Trans issues that I have had for the last two weeks. Which thinking about it makes me sad. Since I haven't been able to talk to anyone these last two weeks. I really can'rt imagine what it would be like not to have the sessions. Which I think there is a possibility for it to happen next year but lets focus on this year which is still around. So coll Therapist tomorrow also I get My Monthly Meds as well as seeing My Psychiatrist which happens once a month really to check up how the Meds are doing and how I am coping on the Meds. Remember I am supposed to be depressed which I am so that's why I see the Psychiatrist. The Psychiatrist knows nothing about me being Trans its only the Psychologist that does.

Transgender Sessions

AI needed to say this just in case you were wondering. The Therapist I see. I was sent there for Depression amongst other things but I use the Sessions for My Trans related issues. So everyone thinks I go there for Depression but I go there for Trans Sessions. If you were ever to Transition and would want SRS you would need two Therapists to sign off on it. Just remember that. I know it's wishful thinking on my behalf but what can a girl do we have to Dream.

Therapist

Cool I get to see My Therapist tomorrow. Remember I wasn't able to see My Therapist because of the leave the Therapist took. I have to say the past two weeks I certainly did notice a difference in not seeing The Therapist. I did take a bit of strain. It really flew by fast. Which I am happy about. I will be glad to see The Therapist tomorrow at least we can pickup from where we left off. Which I do Remember where we left off. I think the next couple of sessions will be rather interesting.

Just a Bit

So I am a bit bummed at the moment and have been for one or two days. I am not really sure why. I have a few ideas. Well at least I am going to see My Therapist tomorrow so I can bring it up then. I have been told that I wont see my Therapist next week apparently the Therapist is taking Leave for that week. which is a bit of a bummer but there is nothing I can do it. Then again My Therapist also deserves to take some time off. Still all of this does not make it any better for me.

Dunce

I had to phone my Therapist to find out what time we are having our next Session next week. I just completely spaced out and could not begin to remember what time it is going to be. Fortunately I was able to get hold of My Therapist. Which in of itself is a freaking miracle. Which if you know anything about Therapists is a complete fluke that I caught ........... !

Return

So I have just come back from the Doctors. I did however have the other session with the Therapist toady as well. Well firstly the session with the Doctor went well. So for the moment the Meds are doing there work maybe about 75 percent. Well to some extent I still get depressed maybe not as bad as I use to. Then again it does go around in phases. The Session with the Therapist (psychologist) was quite fruitful toady since it was close to the last one and we could Pick up where we left off last time. Well kinda sort of. Fortunately the Doctor and the Therapist are in the same area. So I don't have to do too much travelling. Lucky Fish. lol

First Thing

So this morning early my Therapist phoned me to schedule two sessions for me this week. The second one is because I missed out on the one from last week. The only thing now is that the one session was enough for the week now I have to fill two sessions this week. What can you do its the way things work out I suppose. it would have been better to have one long session. Well that's my thought on it. I think I might get the second one moved to next week. Hopefully My Therapist is open to it. Well I am glad the Therapist phoned first thing this morning. One thing less to worry about. Not that it was a major concern.

Interesting

I have been thinking about how long its going to take for My Therapist to realize that I have not been contacted since My Session On this last Thursday was cancelled by My Therapist. So I am Not going to do any contacting just to see how long it takes. No Rush. What I will do is I will collect sessions. So My Therapist owes One already from last week. Maybe I can have a long one this week. Well lets see what happens. Well I was supposed to be contacted on Friday. I just forgot to mention it.

T Session

So I saw My Therapist today which was alright. I have to say not the best session ever. But still it was Ok. I suppose you cant always have fantastic session especially when dealing with what we are dealing with. it has to be heavy every now and then. Well it could actually be a lot heavier all the time. Thinking about it there are just times you just don't really want to deal with all the heavy stuff all the time. It really does drain you of all your energy. Which makes it harder then to deal with the normal run of the Mill.

Just Now

So just now as opposed to now now I will be travelling to see My Therapist. Which I have to say has been 7 weeks since I last saw My Therapist. Long time don't you think? I have so out of it for awhile that I am really not feeling anything about it at the moment. Neither Joy, happiness or anything. I normally look forward to these Sessions. Maybe I have become Apathetic. I will however say that it has been a bit of a stain getting back into the Routine since I was away. Hopefully I will be able to get back into. For the moment I pretty much nonplussed. That's why going away is easier when you do the going its the coming back that is a pain in the ......... (once again you fill in the blank) you know what I mean

Tranny Sessions

So Awesome My Therapist phoned me to day to make a time for me to go. It was a bit of a Surprise but a good one so soon we ill back into Routine  Except this year I am Hoping to change the day that I go to see the Therapist. So all in all good news in as o far as this go. The Highlight of My day. So I will be having My Tranny Sessions . How Awesome is that.
Ok Lets Spell it out yes people know I go to a Therapist but they know that I go there for My Depression. Instead I use these sessions to speak about my being a T Girl. The Therapist is not allowed to tell anyone what goes on in the Sessions. So as far as they concerned I am there for My Depression. So hence Tranny Sessions. My Therapist is the only one that I am able to speak about My issues to.

Next

Next Week is My Last Therapy session for the Year. I wont see my Therapist for seven weeks and then only again in the beginning of Feb I think. So its gonna be quite a haul with out any Sessions. Pull out the Wine and Vod. My back up Therapists.

Present

So I managed to get a Present for My Therapist. Its a tin with chocolates except the it is shaped into this really cute Gingerbread Man. Well they did not have a Gingerbread Girl which |I would have got instead  Except I think I have never heard of a Gingerbread Girl. Anyway I am not going to give to My Therapist this week but the Week after.

Once A Week Tranny Session

So Once Again I will see My Therapist today. IOts the Only Time I can Come Out for an Hour then back in the Closet  At least I get one Hour a week. Only thing the appointment is much later in the Day and normally its in the Middle of the day. Which thankfully is only for this time today. So its going to be of a rush to try to miss the Rush. Hoe bizarre a Rush to avoid the Rush. lol. Well I'm sure you know what I mean. Run Away Run away. Ok not quite appropriate but the sentiment is there.

Always

Always Remember that even if I mention that I am seeing a Therapist. I was sent to a Therapist for depression. But I am going to see the Therapist for that and My GID. I have told the Therapist that there will be note taking and The Therapist is not allowed to tell anyone about what I am talking to the Therapist about. The Doctor is also for the Depression so I can get Meds fro that. The Doctor does not know anything about My GID. So just remember that when I post about the different things. I am sometimes need to remind People since not everyone have been following What I am doing  The Blog is part of My Therapy which was prescribed By My Therapist that specializes in GID. GID stands for Gender Identity Disorder

Today

I saw My Therapist today. It went quite well today. Not that it doesn't normally. Just that it was a good session. Just every now and then something clicks. I have got three more sessions until the end of the Year. So the Festive Season slowly but surely it begins to take hold effecting everything.

Back

So I am back from the Therapist. Went Ok still too short the sessions. Before you even get started it has finished.

Cool

So I almost forgot that I am seeing My Therapist tomorrow. Which in a way is quite Sad for it really marks the last Day of Me Time that is left for Me. Well enough of that let me not belabor the Point. I just cant believe how fast the Weeks are Flying by. In fact this year has flown. Well at least for me it has. I cant even remember how many sessions I have had with this Therapist. You know one those It feels like years yet it has been a short time.

I'm Back

So The Girl is back from her Appointment with her Therapist. Which was an Ok Session. Not all sessions can be Mind Blowing. Some of them can be a real drudge. I don't even know how many I have had with this particular Therapist. Not that that makes any difference. Generally I don't keep score. Its just such a waist of Energy.