Yes

I went to buy groceries today at a shop near me. There was this Cis Women or rather should I call her a girl since she was young that was coming out of the store to get in the car. she was rather hot and knew it. I was thinking to myself that she has no Idea how she was coming across. Moat of the time most Cis Women don't. Unfortunately she probably did. So who knows if it was wasted. Well it was not wasted on me. I was thinking if only that could be me. Well knowing the truth it could never be me. Since my body shape is completely the opposite of hers. Well we cant all be the same can we. What with boobs and all the rest. Maybe with some hormones we could.

Choices

Ok we have established that I am Trans and I am back in the closet. This goes without saying. I am not going into the reasons why. Those that know me do and that is enough for me. So what is the dilemma we face. For starters we are not all rich and most of us do not pass for Barbie Doll. So what are our choices do we lose our Jobs, Family and Friends to Transition. Or do we stick it out. I suppose each persons situation is different but ultimately we all face the same choices. At what cost are we willing to ourselves are we prepared to accept for the chance to transition. These questions are meant to be taken seriously. For the bell cannot be unrung. My Therapist posed this question to me once. Which would I choose Food or Hormones?