Did

So I slept in late today even though towards the end I was not really into it. So got up and then decided to wash the Linen. Which I had not done yet. So I did that. Then I decided to go to Gym. I was doing my rowing and had to stop for my bum was hurting. My sciatic nerve was playing up for some reason. It has been happening a lot lately and the seat for rowing is really hard which really does not help anyone at all. Well I stopped the rowing early. I normally do about 20 minutes. Today I did 15 instead. Then did some circuit and left. Came back to the flatlet washed and had a cat nap. now doing the posting later watch some Telly.

Gym

So I really slept late. could have slept longer but I had to be up for someone coming to pick up some keys. So I folded some laundry and did some laundry. Well it was the Linen that I did. I normally do it on Wednesdays so that's today. The guy came around and picked up the keys. Then I went to Gym. Which is a Miracle in of itself since I have not been to Gym for quite a long while. What with all the moving etc. So staying in the flatlet what with all the boxes and only having space for so much will make a depressed person even more depressed. So at Gym I almost fell getting off the rowing machine fortunately I was able to save myself from being completely embarrassed. lol. Its funny now but when it was happening it was no fun. So after Gym I came back to the flatlet and washed and took a nap. Got up and folded some more laundry. ( The Linen). Now I am watching my vlogs and posting. later it will be Telly time and then bed.

Down

So I got my ugly butt down to the Gym today. Which is a miracle all of in its self. What really does not help is all the cis girls running around in their tight hugging outfits. It can only make a Girl jealous at the end of the day. It is always the same for me. I try to tune it out since it only makes me feel ........ . You can fill in the blank With a not so nice word. lol Well it could be nice word dependent on you

Gym

So I dragged my Lazy arse to Gym today. Which I suppose I am happy about since I saw this honey Blonde Girl which was such a treat not only was her hair Blonde but her skin was a honey blonde tan. Just love dreaming about being these Girls . It.s better than looking at magazines I have to tell you. So anyway I was absolutely Jealous. Well what can a girl do.

Once Again

I was supposed to go to Gym today but did not go. I had a lot of things to do this morning. So by the time came to go I was so tired I decide not to go. No train smash as far as I am concerned. I will have to pick up on the Gym thing next week. By which time I will have to struggle through the exercises. Which is no fun at all.

I Did

I went to Gym today which was quite normal I have to say there were not many Girls there. I am talking about sis girls not trannys. It would be awesome if there were Trannys there but that is not going to happen.

Today

This morning I had a bit of a lie in. That is I stayed in bed for awhile. I then had to go the Doctor to get more Meds. Which was quite fast. I did not have to wait all that long. Which was cool. Then I went to Gym. Where I had to get used to seeing all the beautiful women who are normally on parade around the Gym. Which is quite disconcerting. Seeing that I can't be like them. There are sometime I cope better than others, today was not that bad.

Gym

So as per usual there was some gorgeous Females at the Gym. Which does not really help me in the least. Not for the reason your thinking. It just makes my Life harder seeing what I would like to be. In that way silly. I was doing the Ab machine and every time I looked up there they were talking about distracting. It's bad enough that I am out of shape now I have to look at these bodies I could only wish to look like. Lol. What can you do.

So

Once again I went to Gym which is breaking all records. The cool thing is I weighed myself and I have lost a couple. So that picked up my mood some what. I was like yeah at least something positive is coming out of it. It would be bummer if it were the other way round. I would be like what is the point of all this stress. For as you should well know by now. I hate Gym it is like a chore for me.

Nice

I just wish I had something nice to say. Not that I have something horrible to say. So the opposite is not true. I did however go to Gym today. Which was not bad and my session went well. I am trying to go 4 times a week. Whether it works out that way we will have to see. You know its a case of biting off more than you can chew. Or maybe not. Time will tell.

I Did

I went to gym today. There was this Girl that was really slim and small boobs. Anyway very supple. I was kinda jealous for that the type of body I wish I had. She was of average height. Not too tall and not too short. Well I suppose we can all dream can't we. Some people just don't realize how lucky they are and more than likely have issues with there body. Which just goes to show that we just can't win can we.

Gym

Yes I manged to go to the Gym today. I took my Lazy arse to the gym. Even though I really did not want to go. I was able to do the Abs Machine for my neck is ok now. I did not tell you when I went to Gym On Wed may neck was sore so I did not do the Ab Machine for it hurt My Neck and was giving me a headache. So today I was able since My Neck is better.

Lazy

I have been really Lazy of late well couple that with being Depressed. I am in a Depression at the moment. Which does not help much. For instance I did not go to gym once last week. I went today which is not much of an Improvement. I was really tired today. Plus the one machine was giving me a headache so I had to stop that. But when I came back home I was really tired and had to ly down for awhile. lol. Well that was after I had a shower. Showering being very important after going to Gym. I do know of people that don't. That can only make you stinky. lol.

Gym

I managed to drag my lazy ass off to Gym today. It's only the second time I have been to the Gym this week last week I only went once. So the Gym thing is not a successful thing at the moment . It hasn't been for awhile. Mondays I always mange because its part of a routine. Other than that when it is not part of a routine then my Motivation goes for a loop. Of Late actually for awhile I have been battling to get things together. I am not too sure what it is that is going to pull me out of it.

So Far

I have really been slack with the gym of late have only been going once a week. I have been really lazy. Just cant motivate myself enough. Whats worse is that I keep on seeing a whole lot of Blonde Cis Women and they are looking Gorgeous and I have to grin and bare knowing that I could never look like that. I even said that to myself while I was on the treadmill today. They have no idea how good they have it. This is where I should be sobbing. lol. No really Screaaaaammm.

Another

So I was at Gym today. The bloody air con made the Gym really cold today so much so it exasperated my shoulders twinge. So it's sore at the moment. Which is a pain wherever you want it to be. Anyway I saw another really tall blonde girl. I am not too sure if it is the same one as last time. Never the less. So I was just a little bit jealous. it's amazing how we always go for the stereo typical look time after time. Well I am Blonde to start off. So that would not change.

Was

So I did really well at Gym today. I was able to get in 50 mins of exercise  Which is good for me . Normally its about 30 to 40 mins. So anyway pat on the back for that. While I was on the treadmill I noticed this Girl you could see that she was new to the Gym in the way she was walking around. Ok so that not so fascinating  She was quite Tall and just a little bit chubby. She had a Pony Tail which was Blonde and she wasn't too tall. Once again I was thinking not bad I could go for that kinda look. That is for myself. Well we all cant be glamazons. That is in my next lifetime. I suppose a lot of the time it's just wishful thinking.

Cloak Room

Well you can call it a changing room as well. I am sure there are a lot of names you can call it. Well I digress I was at the Gym today fancy that. I really did not want to go today. I think I am becoming lazier and lazier when it comes to Gym. So anyhow  The first thing I do when I get to the Gym is go weigh my lazy ass. So I went into the Men's Cloak room and there was not a soul in sight which is unusual to say the least. Now some one must have loaded up on after shave or something for it still smelled like it when I walked in. The Strange thing is that it smelled more like perfume than it did anything else. So for a couple of seconds there it felt like I had walked into the Females Cloak room. Which I have to say was like being in Heaven. My gosh if only it could have lasted a bit longer.It's not like it was Deja Vu or anything. It just simply felt like I was in the Females Cloak Room. I know I  have said this twice all ready but it really was an experience for me which I could revel in.

I Did

I was wenting to Gym today. Which I have to say was not that bad today so much so I might be thinking of going again tomorrow. Well maybe we will see how it goes. Lol. See how quickly I changed it there.

Aaaaaaahhhhhh