Friday, December 6, 2013
Non Op
If I were ever to come out .I would be a Non Op. Well that's how I feel like now that could change but I don't think so. I truly believe that it makes no difference where you are in your Transition your still Trans. Your even Trans when your stuck in the Closet like me. You don't have to go through the whole Transition thing to be Trans. I feel very strongly about this. Since there is so much emphasis in the Trans community as to where you are on the Transition scale.
Can You
I certainly can't believe that it is the festive Season again. This last year was an interesting one to say the least. I think that the one that stands out is me Coming Out to my Relative. Which has to be a huge one so 2013 will be known for that. I don't really have anything else that can top that. Just remember that I will be going away for three weeks in which I won't be able to Post during. That is coming up soon I leave next week Friday. So I am just warning you in advance. I will be back on the 6th of Jan 2014. But I will remind you of that closer to the time again.
Thursday, December 5, 2013
The Day After
Well to come to think about it even though I did get to Come Out yesterday to one other person. It really has not made that much of a difference in terms of depression and all of that. I suppose to some degree it helps to know that one more person knows so that being two One My Therapist and two my Relative. It's like jumping in and out of the Closet. Which makes it worse. Especially since my relative lives so far away that its not like they are close and I can speak to them whenever I want to. Which is such a pity. I really wish I had some one closer. Closer as in nearer to me in respect to distance. I thought I should just clarify that.
Wednesday, December 4, 2013
Done
So I went out for Breakfast this morning with my relative. Which was quite nice since I had a chunky chicken mayo tramezinni with two cups of Cappuccino. So we discussed the Trans issue which was a bit tough for me that is. Need less to say it was not such a big deal for my relative which seemed to be supportive about the whole thing. Which was a pleasant surprise. I did not think there was going to be a negative reaction. Which made things a little bit easier even though it was still nerve racking. All in all I am glad it went down as well as it did. Well at least someone other than my Therapist knows.
Tuesday, December 3, 2013
Back
So I am back from my therapy Session which was not bad. Once again dealt with new areas which went ok. Never is easy the first time around. It's amazing that even after being in Therapy for so long you can still find areas that are new to discuss. They might link up to other issues but they are still new. I am sorry I am just frazzled from the Session I don't really have much to offer today. Tomorrow is also going to be a tough day for me as well. So keep me in your thoughts since I will be Coming Out as it were to a relative.
Monday, December 2, 2013
Considering
I am considering coming Out To a Relative. Which makes me real nervous. Does this mean that I will be able to come out. No not at all. I just need to be able to speak to someone that knows I am Trans and can keep my Secret. It is making me real nervous. I am kinda wavering about it. I am considering on doing it on Wednesday. That's when I will see the person again. I think that more than likely I will do it considering who I will be telling. I trust them enough to keep my Secret. I know its a huge thing which I am endeavoring.
And So
Another weekend is in its Glory. So I watched "Suits" both on Friday, Saturday and Sunday nights. Completed the first Season. Went out for Lunch on Saturday and Sunday went out for Breakfast. Also got two pairs of pants which is cool. I was looking for the one and wasn't too sure if I would find them So when I did it was cool and then while I was there spotted another pair different from the first. So all in all it was a good weekend.
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