Monday, March 31, 2014

TransByDef with Harley: Transition and Money

Changes From Hormone Replacement Therapy

Normal

So today I am back to the normal no more Me Time. Plus I need a break from all the drinking. Well at least My body does.
Normal Monday where I normally do the Linen and the washing. Besides that slept in late and had some cat naps later. Now Just watching Vlogs and Posting. So all in all pretty normal again. Did have fun with My Me Times. Thanks for asking.

Sunday, March 30, 2014

Not Much

So last night i went to bed quite late since I was watching all my Vlogs. Actually i did not go to sleep last nigh it was this morning I did. So I spent most of the day in bed resting from The night before since I had been drinking. And here I am again doing the same thing. That is watching my Vlogs and drinking. So this weekend or should I say from Thursday has been Me Time. Which means I had time to myself with no One Around at all . I don't get these too often so I take advantage of them.

Beyoncé - Love On Top (Live at 2011 MTV Video Music Awards)

RuPaul's Drag Race's Courtney Act Talks Drag - NewNowNext - LogoTV

RuPaul Drives... Michelle Visage

Saturday, March 29, 2014

Katie's 2yrs of HRT Transgender Transition Timeline

Sex Reassignment Surgery (SRS) | 1 Year Post-op Male to Female

Alyssa Edwards' Secret - Beyond Belief

To Russia With Love - Courtney Act

Surgery Diary #1 - 2 months to surgery

I Got

So last night i stayed up quite late and got a bit sloshed. Drunk for those who do not understand the Lingo. It was not planned at all except I did keep on drinking until the obvious became apparent. So too a large degree.
Now the Vlogs I am watching are vastly different from last night because of the weekend. Not so many people post on the weekend since they have a life unlike the rest of us who live through others. If only I had a life living as my true self. I really wish that would come true. Still we mange with what we have right.
I just had a Thai beef salad and bread. Kit kat to be more precise. Who cares what people think right.
I know I have been neglecting our family That is the LGB of LGBT. So from now on I will post some of the LG of LGBT just to be fair to our Family. I do Love them and thats no Joke

Friday, March 28, 2014

How to get perfect bleached silver, white or platinum blonde hair

Carmen Carrera TV3 Ireland AM Morning Show March 2014

Katie's vblog #55 - "Change is good" Changes In Transgender HRT Meds

Transbydef Pamela :Transgender's in the Military

Last

So last night I kind of got trashed by drinking two bottles of red wine. I really did not sleep well. Well lets say I did not really sleep at all. I was thirsty half way through the night and had to get up and drink some water. I slept late just to get the effects of the wine to wear off which was a thirst and a head ache,. Which I took tabs for . I know and now I am doing exactly the same again. You would think that I would learn from my lessons. Apparently not. So what can  I say I am drinking red wine again. Lets call it a lets get sloshed time. And I probably will do the same for tomorrow night as well as Sunday as well. What can I say I am a sucker for punishment.

Thursday, March 27, 2014

post-op mtf transsexual: the benefits of not tucking and sex with a vagina

Yes

I went to buy groceries today at a shop near me. There was this Cis Women or rather should I call her a girl since she was young that was coming out of the store to get in the car. she was rather hot and knew it. I was thinking to myself that she has no Idea how she was coming across. Moat of the time most Cis Women don't. Unfortunately she probably did. So who knows if it was wasted. Well it was not wasted on me. I was thinking if only that could be me. Well knowing the truth it could never be me. Since my body shape is completely the opposite of hers. Well we cant all be the same can we. What with boobs and all the rest. Maybe with some hormones we could.

Wednesday, March 26, 2014

Transgender Etiquette: Pronouns

5 WAYS TO GET IGNORED BY A TRANSEXXUAL WOMAN

Transgender Coming Out To Yourself & The World

Gym

So I really slept late. could have slept longer but I had to be up for someone coming to pick up some keys. So I folded some laundry and did some laundry. Well it was the Linen that I did. I normally do it on Wednesdays so that's today. The guy came around and picked up the keys. Then I went to Gym. Which is a Miracle in of itself since I have not been to Gym for quite a long while. What with all the moving etc. So staying in the flatlet what with all the boxes and only having space for so much will make a depressed person even more depressed. So at Gym I almost fell getting off the rowing machine fortunately I was able to save myself from being completely embarrassed. lol. Its funny now but when it was happening it was no fun. So after Gym I came back to the flatlet and washed and took a nap. Got up and folded some more laundry. ( The Linen). Now I am watching my vlogs and posting. later it will be Telly time and then bed.

Tuesday, March 25, 2014

TransByDef with Harley (Coming Out Story and Tips)

Today

So I slept in for a bit and then went to go see my Therapist. Which was a good session. It was a bit weird since the Therapist had moved and now is in new premises. So that will take awhile to get used to the new surroundings believe me when I say it makes a difference. So apart from that we covered quite a lot which was good fora first session after four weeks of not having seen the Therapist. anyway I left and went back to the flatlet to wait for someone to come and see what was going on with something in the flatlet. having that done the rest will be pretty normal watch some vlogs, post. Then watch Telly until its time to go to bed.

Monday, March 24, 2014

TransByDef: Lisa's coming out story and tips

Strange

Yes someone tried to hack my Account and I was told exactly where it came from.  Which is weird as to why someone would try and hack my Account since I am really not anybody and do not have much in the way of anything worth being hacked but still it is quite interesting to say the least.

"Curing" Transsexuality.

I Am Back

It has been awhile since I could post simply because I moved and I did not have things set up as to where I could just continue posting. So I do now it will last a little while and then I am going to be moving again and then I wont have again  for awhile . But then finally I will have internet for good . So the next six months will be up and down.
 All in all the last while has been difficult for me since I have been emotionally fragile to where I almost had a break down. So things have been rough to say the least. I have not got the bottom of it yet. I have not seen y Therapist for awhile which really did not help much for My Therapist moved as well and then took a vacation. Fortunately I will be able to see my Therapist tomorrow for the first time in a long while.
So slowly but surely things will be getting back to normal what with all the moving and then one more move and then finally everything will be ok. I certainly have missed posting and watching My Vlogs. But I am back for now.