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Noise

So I wanted to sleep lateish this morning but got up so I could do the Laundry. I really wanted to lay in bed a bit longer. So I built my cave and crawled up inside it. Nobody came this morning to do anything that being the workmen for they are practically done. Just a few things that remain to be done. So my mornings will be noise free from now on which is going to be glorious. I cant wait. It has taken a long time to get where it is now. So I stayed on my bed for the rest of the day. Which was great. Watching my Vlogs now and will watch Telly, Supper, Telly and then Bed.

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Curtain

Got up a bit late today. It was a good lie in. After that went to drop the Dvd off. Have to say the Movie was very interesting. Lots to think of. Anyway next went to have Breakfast at a Mall not too far from the Dvd store. Then went to a Mall to look for a curtain rod for the house. Had to find one that would fit. Then went back to the flatlet to get an end for the curtain rod to make sure it would fit the rod that were going to buy. So then went to another Mall to look for the curtain rod. Found one that was slightly smaller. Thought it would work so got it. Then went to go get the post from the post box. Onto a grocery store not far from the flatlet to get groceries for the week. Then went to the flatlet. Spent some time cleaning the house. Not that got finished but cleaned quite a bit. So after that onto Telly watching. Now watching Vlogs and opened a bottle of red wine. Will continue to watch telly, Supper, telly and then finally Bed.

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Chairs

Got up quite late this morning. The Builder came by to drop off the Invoices. On a Saturday I know. Well the next thing did was to go to a Designer chair place which was having a sale. They only had odds and sods. Even though there was nice chairs there was not enough of them. From there went to a Mall for breakfast. Which was the stock standard breakfast plus two Cappuccinos. From there went to another Mall to get some groceries for the week form a grocery store. After that went to go get a Dvd. Got Her. Will see what its like and tell you tomorrow. From there went back to the Flatlet where an out of town friend popped in for a quick visit. So besides that will be watching Telly then Supper, Dvd and then Bed

Honest

I don't do this much nowadays but every now and then I express myself since this and My Therapist is the only voice I have. At the moment and generally speaking I fell absolutely alone being in the Closet. It can be quite intense sometimes. I have tired reaching out to other T Girls on Facebook but to no avail. So I continue to be alone even though I post. You must understand that this is usual for those in the closet. We are desperate for the human touch.

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Cable

So had to get up really early to let the cable guy in. So had to do the washing . So then I could get into my cave. Not for long though I had to baby sit the cable guy. So they did their job after a little bit of a heated debate about the cost of the bill. They left and I could breathe a sigh of relief. Then back to My cave until the blinds guy arrived but  did not stay for to long. Had to measure the windows for the blinds. Then I went back to my Cave. Once again not for long since I felt a bit ansy. Like I had ants in my pants. lol. So I got up and started watching Telly after having folded the washing. Then a friend of mine phoned and spoke to my friend for about an hour. Now I am watching My Vlogs. Opened a bottle of red wine. Once I have finished posting and my Vlogs I will watch some Telly, Supper, Telly and then Bed.

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Tax

I tried to sleep late today but it did not work. So I got up eventually. I was going to do the washing today but decided not to do it.  I decide to do it tomorrow but I might have to postpone it since the cable guy is coming tomorrow morning like really early. Which is a pain in the butt. I was in my cave for most of the morning. I cleaned the bathroom and the kitchen. I had to go drop some tax stuff off at the accountant. After which I sat in the parking lot at a mall and drank a coke. Then I went back to the flatlet. The electrician had arrived and was installing the oven and the pendant lights. Which will be a great weight off my shoulders. Since I did not want the builder to do it. Well I cleaned the lounge etc. Now I will watch my Vlogs and then Telly, Supper, Telly and then Bed.

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Therapist

Got up kinda late not too late. Had to do some washing. So got that done. By the time I had finished it was time for me to go see My Therapist. Got there a little bit early so waited outside. Finally I get to see My Therapist after so long. It was a good session. My Therapist says I am Clinically Depressed and have been for awhile. So that explains a lot. especially the sleeping all day. My Therapist reckoned that I should get my Meds adjusted. So when I see mt Psychiatrist next week I will mention it and see what happens. Anyway stopped at a mall on the way back and sat in the parking lot drinking a coke. Then I went back to the flatlet. I crawled up into a ball on the sofa and then it was time for my Vlog watching. The rest will be stock standard. Telly, Supper, Telly and then bed.

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Clean

Yep you got it I slept kinda late this morning. Got up changed the linen and washed it. That's right I normally do it on Wednesdays but I had to do it today and I am not going to say why. Anyway the painters are finishing up and the Tilers are done. Its just to get the builders to get done with their jobs so I can get the place cleaned. its going to take quite a bit of cleaning to get the place presentable. You also guessed it correct. I did make a cave and crawled up into it for most of the day. Except to fold the Linen and put it away. Now it will be the normal Telly, Supper, Telly and then Bed.

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Therapist

So got up late today. Was thinking of staying longer in bed but I needed to do the laundry and there was quite a bit to do. So I got up and did the laundry. made a cave and crawled up into it it. A bit later got a reminder from My Therapist that I have an appointment on Wednesday. For I haven't seen my therapist for three weeks now. Its about time we got started again. Which I am looking forward to. Anyway spent the rest of the day on the bed. The Tiler, Painter and Builder were here today. Hopefully they will get finished in the near future. Which I am so looking forward to. Its been a long time now that its been going on and I am tired of it now. Believe me Renovating is serious strain on the nerves. so will slip into rountine now of Telly, Supper, Telly and then Bed

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Funky

Slept in a little late this morning. Then went to drop the Dvd off. The movie was not that great. Sorry to say. Then went to a hardware store to get poles or curtain rods to put in the house. Dropped them off at the flatlet. Then went to a funky little restaurant at the Mall to have Breakfast. After that went for a walk around the Mall. Stopped off at a grocery store to get groceries for the week. Then back to the flatlet to watch telly and have a rest. Will continue to watch Telly then Supper, Telly and then Bed.

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Malls

This morning got up really early to open for the workman. But he never pitched. I went back to bed after having opened.So got up later and then went to a small Mall for Breakfast. After that went shopping at another shop for groceries for the week. Stopped by at a furniture shop just to have a look. Then went and picked up a dvd for tonight. Got Monuments Men. Will say how good it is tomorrow. So took the groceries back to the flatlet. After that went to a Mall very far away. Did a lot of browsing. Got some clothes. Then on the way back stopped at a Grocery store to get stuff for Supper tonight. Got a grilled chicken and coleslaw. Will put it in a wrap with other stuff and that will be Supper. So got back to the flatlet later this afternoon. Watching telly, Supper, Dvd and then Bed.
 I posted a clip about the character Rayon in the Dallas Buyers Club. So at least you will know who I am referring to form here on out. have been quite deeply affected by The character Rayon.

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Taps

Tried to sleep in late today but there was too much noise coming from the workmen. It would have been a great one. lol. Anyway The builders tell me that the taps that go into the shower have to be replaced. Because they don't fit. So that means breaking the wall made of bricks to put in the new ones after they have been tiled so beautifully. I can just shake my head in disbelief sometimes. This renovation thing can be a real pain in the butt. There is always something new that crops up delaying the finish. For most of the day I hid in my cave. I have come to love my cave a bit too much unfortunately. I think I will have to kick my butt into going to Gym next week. At the moment I am drinking some red wine. Which is going down well. Oh yes the heat pump had a bit of a hiccup fortunately it was resolved. Other than that it is working well. For some reason I thought it was Thursday today. Thank goodness its Friday. So will get into routine again Telly Supper, Telly and then Bed.

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Granite

Got up earlyish this morning. There was a cold wind which made things a bit freezing. Anyway did all the washing so that I don't have to do it tomorrow. Beside having made cave I had to wait for the guys who are installing the granite in the kitchen.They came two and a half hours late. They are still here and making a mess. I will be so glad when this renovation is done with. Cant stand all the dirt and dust it gets to be a bit much after a while. Going to  get into the routine now again of Telly, Supper, Telly and then Bed.
Still got Rayon on my mind. I don't want to shake it off. I think I must watch the movie again at some time. I liked it that much simply because the character of Rayon is in it.

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Water

Slept a little bit late this morning. Had to get up to do the Linen washing. Changed the Linen on the Bed and then washed it. Made a cave and crawled in. except when the Heat Pump guys came. One of the water pipes burst while this guy was working on it. So there was water everywhere. Which was not pleasant at all. This happened in the garage where I have my stuff stored in boxes. So some of the boxes got wet. Need less to say I was not in a good mood after that had happened.  Anyway hopefully the stuff in the boxes did not get wet. Well now I am watching Vlogs. Then Telly, Supper, Telly and then Bed.
Still got Rayon on my mind. Not as much as the other day but still.

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Rayon

So another day. Got up late today. Fairly late mind you. Everybody is here today the painters, the tilers and the kitchen cupboard people as well. So a lot of work going on. Never mind that did not stop me from making a cave and crawling up into it for the whole day. So because of that I don't have much to report about. I have how ever got Dallas Buyers Club on my mind quite a lot. I cant seem to shake it off. More for me because of the one character. You will have to watch to know who I am talking about. It has affected me quite deeply. never the less the order for the rest of the day will be Telly, Supper, Telly and then Bed.

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Paint

Got up early this morning to get the laundry done and let the painters in. After that went to drop the dvd off. From there went to go check if had any post. from there went to go drop a present off. Next went to a grocery store where got croissants for breakfast. Then went back to the flatlet where watched Telly. Folded the washing. Will watch Telly until Supper then Some more Telly and then finally Bed. Before I forget the movie last night which was Dallas Buyers Club was good for many reasons. Made me think about being in the Closet. If you watch the Movie maybe it will give you a clue.

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Paint

Lets see I got up kinda early not too early. Then went to the house to see if the carpenters were there or not. They arrived just after I got there. So they got started getting every thing assembled.Then went to go get the paint for the painter. It did not take too long. Since they had to match the colour from the swatch. Went for Breakfast. Had red velvet waffles with nuts and strawberries. Which was nice. Plus the usual Cappuccinos. After which went to shop for the weekly Groceries. Took all the stuff some of it to the house and the rest of it to the flatlet. After which went to go get new tires for the car. Then went to a hardware store to get a pop up plug system for the kitchen and then  went to go get a dvd. Got Bad grandpa. I know could not find anything else. After that got food for tonight at the grocery store, And finally went to the flatlet. Ok so the usual Telly, Supper, Dvd and then Bed. Quite a busy day all in all I have to say.

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Kitchen

Once again I got up Earlyish. I had decide to do most of the washing and that way I wont have as much washing to do tomorrow. Yes I built myself a cave with my blanket and crawled in. The Kitchen Cupboards were delivered about Mid Day today. So I had to crawl out and inspect the delivery sheet. Well if that's what you call it. So then I returned to my Cave and then later got up to clean the flatlet. Which did not take too long to do. Thank goodness for that. So now I am Vloging and Then it will be the normal. Telly, Supper, Telly and then Bed.

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Linen

So it was a bit chilly this morning when I got up. Brrrrr. I got up earlyish to get the Linen washed and change the Linen on the bed, Well it goes without saying that I would do that. So Duh. The Painter arrived today to start painting. I just made a cave for myself and hid init on top of my bed. I did this for most of the day. Except to fold the Linen and put it away. It did warm up a bit later but not much. Anyhow watching the Vlogs now and then Telly, Supper, Telly and Bed.

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Painter

Not much to report today got up fairly early and did some washing, I had not done the day before. Then back into my blanket cave. The painter however came by to quote on the work to be done on the house. Other than that I was in my cave for most of the day apart from the time I folded the washing and packed it away. Now I am watching My Vlogs and then Telly,Supper,Telly and then Bed.

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Heat Pump

Was two minds about getting up early this morning or staying in bed. I had to get up early so I could switch the geyser for the heat pump guys were supposed to come today but they did not. You see I wanted there to be hot water for tonight and I was not sure that the heat pump could warm the water up that fast. Anyway I got up early which was a bummer. I did the washing which there was a bit of. Then I mad a cave for myself on top of my bed and crept into it and stayed there for most of the day. Got up just now to fold the laundry and now I am watching Vlogs. The the whole cycle will start again. Telly Supper, Telly and then bed.

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Reality

Reality has taught me specifically that my situation will not change. So I have to accept the lot that has been dealt me. That being in the Closet. This will never change. So for me to beat myself about it, is insanity. So I have decided to surrender myself to the situation I face. For fighting it is not getting me anywhere. Hence the reason I only post what I have done during the day. Any thing more would be torture for myself. For it is bad enough being in the Closet. Sop I hope you will understand my position. I will post every now and then something to this sort. Just to release a bit of tension.

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Red Wine

Got up lateish this morning. My goodness its freezing today. Did some washing to catch up with the normal load. I hope that makes sense. Anyway made a cave for myself out of a blanket and curled up inside of it to stop from freezing. No I did not put the heater on I will do that later. Trying to keep the gas bill down. Any hoo Only one workman pitched today must be the cold. I got onto the web early this afternoon. Could only stay in my cave for so long. Wanted to do some thing. Drinking Red Wine at the moment. Will open another bottle just now. Just finishing the remainder of another bottle first. Hopefully it will keep me warm. lol. If only, right. Well after this will be the norm again. Which you should know by now. Telly Supper Telly and then bed.

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Blanket

Was in two minds this morning as whether I should get up early or late. So got up kinda of late. Not too late. Had to do some washing, so did that. The workmen arrived and started their thing. I curled up into a ball on the bed under a blanket. It was a bit chilly today. Supposedly its supposed to be a lot colder tomorrow. Well we will see about that. There aren't any Vlogs to watch today unfortunately. So hence the music video. I do that when I don't have a Vlog to post. So everything will follow the normal pattern which you know well by now. Telly , Supper, Telly and then Bed.

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So got up early this morning to do the washing before the workmen arrive. Then curled up in a ball on top of the bed. Then went to Gym. After Gym went to a Mall. Sat there in the parking lot drinking a coke. Then went back to the flatlet to lye on the sofa for a little while. Now watching Vlogs then Telly, Supper, Tellly and then bed.

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Ball

Slept late for a change, yaaahhhh. So got up late then went to go see my Psychiatrist. Had a coke while waiting in the parking lot. Had my Meds changed. More of the one and less of the other. Then came back to the flatlet. Curled up in a ball on the sofa. The workmen are driving me crazy. Watching Vlogs now and then the usual Telly, Supper, Telly and then Bed.

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Gym

Got up early this morning. Did the washing as well as the towels. The workmen and the builder came in at the normal time.Curled up on my  bed in a ball, till it was time to go to gym. Went to gym did not stay for too long. Did some rowing as well as circuit. Then went to a Mall to go get a bottle of wine. Sat in the parking lot drinking a coke watching life go by. Went back to the flatlet. Folded the laundry, put it away. Then curled in a ball on the sofa. Watching Vlogs now. Then the normal Telly, Supper, Telly then Bed.