Yet Again

Yes was crawling through The Malls today again, yes again. Kinda tired at the moment. A little Red Wine goes a long way in taking the edge off. I just got a Sketch Pad for me to do Doodles in. Nothing fancy I was actually looking for the book form but could not get in the Price Range. There were ones down in Moleskin. Which really  is not appropriate for what I want to use for. Plus they are damn expensive. So I got the cheap one which is not like a book. What can you do. You cant always get what you want.

Again

So was running around again at the Malls. saw some Interesting stuff. Lingerie to be precise. Not that I bought any. I did however get a pair of pants. Which was a lucky find. Like I said I am not really looking for Clothes at the moment. Since I have more than enough. I guess its one of those impulse buying type things. A momentary lapse in reason. Unfortunately it does happen to me quite often. I am really trying to curb the Impulse shopping at the moment. Which I have to say that I am doing quite well at I have only bought two pair's of pants in the last while. I am also running out of space at the moment. Since my cupboard is really small and is already stuffed. I cant really afford to get any more clothing at this moment. You would not say that after me having bought two pairs of pants in the last while. Don't let that fool you. I am not rich by any stretch of the imagination. Sometimes I will buy something instead of getting food. Or at least half the money I have One half for essentials and the Other Half on frivolous stuff. Emphasis on Stuff. Cupboard space taking stuff.

So

So I got to see My Therapist today. What is really cool is that is that the Therapist is part of the LGBTQ family. So it makes so much easier to relate to my Therapist. For a first Session it was not bad. The first one is always hit and miss. Think of it as an Ice breaker session. Just getting to know each other. It really takes awhile before you actually get to the Therapy. Your probably thinking Woop so lot of people go to see Therapists. For those that are in The Closet its quite different. Its the one time you get to let your guard down. Its the only place where I get to speak to someone Face to Face about anything and everything.

Yes

So I get to see my new Therapist tomorrow. The Therapist sounds cool. Then again that was over the phone. So we will have to find out the hard way. More Importantly I am starting Therapy hopefully on a sustained basis. Well lets not get our hopes up to soon.

Yesterday

So I got to talk to my Sister yesterday which was cool since I hadn't heard from her in awhile. Well it was on the net through one of the chat rooms. None the less it was good to hear from her again. Yes I know it sounds bizarre.

Placebo - Running Up That Hill

Dr

well I will be seeing My Doctor today for the once a month check in. Should be alright today since the Meds appear to be working. Now I just need a pill for motivation. lol. No Jokes life is very strange that way. Just when your getting the one side fixed then another problem surfaces. Life is pretty relentless. It just never stops does it.

Irritants

It always amazes how some people can be real Irritants. Just about anything they do gets under your skin. The worst part is that you cant make them go away. Like a fly for instance  You just zap it with some spray and it dies and stays dead. lol

New One

Was running around at the malls and managed to get a pair of Black pants which is cool. Kinda got too much clothes at the moment. So I am not really looking out for new Clothes. Not that I am really fond of the Colours that are out at the moment.

Surprise

Surprise One my Girlfriends from way back contacted me out of the Blue. Which is really cool to hear from Her. When I last spoke to her she was going through a rough patch. Well needless to say Im ecstatic

So

So I went to see the DR today. They reckon that my new Meds are working for me. Well we will just have to see about that. Since it takes four to six weeks to settle in. Well I will say that they are a lot better than the last regime.

Perfect Wing Eyeliner Cat Eye How to

Sorry

So I went to see my Therapist yesterday but The Therapist was sick. Therefore I really was not able to speak.

Forward

I had my  Meds changed since the last lot were really not working out for me. lets see how things progress going Forward.

Me Thinks

I have been thinking which is allowed every now and then. Being Trans or even Androgynous does not determine your Sexual preferences. Yes the one is a Gender issues as being assigned the wrong gender. the other is aspiring to straddle the fence between the two sexes. Neither neither nor. So you still have to find out who your attracted to. Being Androgynous does not necessarily equate to a specific sexual preference. so hence the Similarities.