Yippie

So at least the The Construction Guys have moved on. So the noise has abated. Which I should throw a Party. cant stand Construction going on around me. Just so bloody noise as well as all the dust and everything. So Yippie I don't have to deal with that any more.

The Moment

So at the Moment I am catching up the Vlogs I missed yesterday. Well I did not download them before I went to Gym. So I doing that now. No I don't save them.

Before

Before the Party we just pop into a Mall. Not really to do any thing specific. Just wasting time before the Bash.  I got three tops which was quite cool. Not that I was looking for anything at the time. So in a sense Malls are quite dangerous for your always seeing something that your Cupboard could do with. I think if you don't really intend on buying anything. Just leave the Cash behind. That way even if you see something you really like you cant buy it.

Tired

So yesterday a friend of the Family had a Birthday Bash. Hence the fact I never posted. Food was good as well as all the rest. Just feeling a bit tired. Kinda like Jet Lag where your Body has not caught up with your Mind.

Cool

So I was flying around the malls today looking for a couple of things. One thing in specific. That is some black pin stripe slacks. which I happened to find. Which was so cool. I have seen one other some time ago but I don't think I will be able to find them again. well you cant always get what you want. So I took the One that I found and will keep my eyes open for another. Besides Black i am looking for A dark Blue one as well Pinstripe definitively.
I also mange to catch out the corner of eye a lingerie set that I thought was fab. obviously I was not able to buy them. These kinds things I have catch a glimpse of. Anything longer than that will attract attention. Now we would not want that.

Depeche Mode - Suffer Well

Night Time Make-up - Golden Smokey Cat Eye

Vlogs

So at the moment I am watching all the Vlogs that I down load while I am at the gym. I normally download a few lets say 5 or 6. Dependent on which Vlogs I think I should watch on a specific day. ( I have to say that the Spell Check can be a Bit dense at times, Just a bit) lol. Anyway I do Love my Vlogs as well as My Bed. Not to say that those are the only things I Love.

Bed

So I was woken up really early by the working crew. The guys that are doing the construction. So I was awake before my Time. So I decide to reward my self with an extra hour in bed. lol. I Love My Bed. Well I suppose there are some you that don't like sleeping in. Well I happen to Love my Sleep. (Remembering I am being treated for Depression)
Huh Depression Yes. You get stuck in The Closet and see what happens. Yes I have things to play with in The Closet but that will never compare to the real thing. Plus I would not be satisfied with the Norm when it comes to being Out. I would one of those Trannies that would revel in the Fact that I am Trans. You would certainly know that I am without me having to tell you. something like Amanda Lepore before she had all the major surgery.

Naughty

So I'm back from Gym. Only thing is I ate half a bar of chocolate. Which is Six rows. Well that depends on how big the bar is. Never the less. (Mint chocolate to be precise. Just love the little bits of crunchy mint in them) It seems that round about now each day I get a craving for a couple of rows of Chocolate. Talk about sabotaging myself. lol. I think its just one of the phases I go through every now and then. I'm sure it will change soon. Well I am hoping that it does. it has to change because I don't want to look like a lump of Chocolate. lol

Spelling

 Thank goodness for spell check and Google. The amount of times I get stuck trying to spell a word. I know the word I know what it means but he spelling eludes me. Well at least I know the word.

Its Ok

So I am still doing the Gym thing. Haven't fallen off anything lately. Which is good for the ego. Very slowly but surely I am beginning to lose some weight. Although it does tend to fluctuate. So just when I think I am doing well it goes up again. I suppose I will just have to press forward. More like Crawl forward.
I did get some pink gym panties awhile back. Unfortunately they are pink which will stick out in the wash. I have worn them once or twice but left it at that. The possibly of being Outed is too great. Just not willing to take a chance. The fact that I have them is enough for me. Hidden somewhere in my cupboard along with all the rest of my Trans Uniform. lol secretly. More like a Snigger.

Still

So I still have the Construction going on around me. Which i wish would end. You know it always feels like it drags on and on. Plus the mess the area is because of the construction, Aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh

Just a bit

I am feeling just a bit depressed at the moment. Plus I wont be able to see my Therapist. The Therapist is taking a long weekend. So I will only be able to see the Therapist the end of next week. Well I will just have to cope unfortunately. So add to that I have workmen doing doing stuff in around us. Which means things are not quite at the moment. So I cant be left in my Misery. When I am like this I prefer to be in a space that is quiet. I suppose you cant always get what you want.

Nails

Yes I had to cut My nails again unfortunately they grow too fast. I think I am going to file them down into a more inconspicuous French look just without the nail polish and hardly any white showing. Which really means they will be square.