Tuesday, March 5, 2013

I Return

So I came back from a Session with my Therapist. I am going to postpone my extra Session to next week. So there's that. Had quite an intense session today. Probably pick up where we left off next week. That is if I remember to bring up the same topic. Because the topics are left up to me to choose. That way we can deal with what ever I going through at the moment. Or when I have something in mind. I have to say that sessions in general can take a lot out of you especially when it touches on sore points. Well it makes sens that it does.

Monday, March 4, 2013

Dreams

I have been having these really vivid Dreams lately. Not too sure why. Even though they are entertaining. Its like renting a DvD. lol. the past two nights I have had them. Lets see if they recur tonight.

So Yes

There is the Me Time Coming up at the end of this week. Which is something to look forward. Did you see what I just did. I pretty much wished the whole  week away. lol. Anyway if I am feeling anything like I am feeling now its going to be a very quite Me Time. I just kinda feel a bit weird at the moment  I cant put my finger on it. I just know that I am not my normal self and haven't been since Friday. Hopefully it blows over soon. If not then I have to kinda pin point what it is that is causing me to feel like this.

First Thing

So this morning early my Therapist phoned me to schedule two sessions for me this week. The second one is because I missed out on the one from last week. The only thing now is that the one session was enough for the week now I have to fill two sessions this week. What can you do its the way things work out I suppose. it would have been better to have one long session. Well that's my thought on it. I think I might get the second one moved to next week. Hopefully My Therapist is open to it. Well I am glad the Therapist phoned first thing this morning. One thing less to worry about. Not that it was a major concern.

Sunday, March 3, 2013

Answer

I am not to sure how to answer the question that was posed to me.
Firstly the Post below is not of Myself. It is of Michael James (xxmichaeljames) which you will see on the left of this Blog under MAKE UP.
Secondly, I also do not know who you are.
Thirdly, This is not an Art Site its a Personal Blog (Journal) of a Closeted Transgender Girl which is Myself. My name is Stasya.
I hope that these Answers help you.

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Wired

I think I drank to much Coffee. I feel really Wired. I thought it was because I am Tired. It could be a combination of the both. Wired and Tired. Whats worse is since I got home I had some Cola which has probably made me even more Wired. Sheessshhhh.

Interesting

I have been thinking about how long its going to take for My Therapist to realize that I have not been contacted since My Session On this last Thursday was cancelled by My Therapist. So I am Not going to do any contacting just to see how long it takes. No Rush. What I will do is I will collect sessions. So My Therapist owes One already from last week. Maybe I can have a long one this week. Well lets see what happens. Well I was supposed to be contacted on Friday. I just forgot to mention it.

Tired

So yes just another Sunday spent travelling to a very far away Mall. You ask why always so far. Well its like going on Holiday if you go so far to a Mall that is not in your area. Since the atmosphere even the people are different. So if you live in a Conservative area you want to go to a place where its not so Conservative. Hence the need to travel very far. So that's the reason for that. Hence the need to go far. So I am a bit tired actually I am quite a bit tired make that a lot.

Saturday, March 2, 2013

Today

Beside the running around which is finished today. It is one of those slow days where you just get to see time go by. Not really a day to do too much more. For now its time to relax. So besides that that will be doing My Blogging unfortunately there aren't too many new Vlogs that have been posted today.

Pizza

Well I had to say something about it. It would not be fair if I did not. I had some really awesome pizza last night. I will say that I love Pizza and its not very often that I get some really good Pizza. Its normally just ok. Except for last night it was awesome. I am sure you feel that much closer to me now that I have shared that with you. lol.

Done

Well I did what I was going to do On this past Wednesday today. I postponed it. For it would work out a lot better if I did it today.So I had to do some running around today. Its one of those things you only have to do once in a very blue moon. Well at least its done now and I don't have to think about it again for a very long time. Which makes me very happy. Coool.

Friday, March 1, 2013

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I Wish

I really do wish this was next weekend so that I could get ready for My short Me Time. Well its not to be. I will have to wait or next week to disappear before that happens. Then again I should not be wishing My Life away. Still I can't wait. I will have to start thinking about what I want to do. I think I will have to see if thee is any DvD's I want to watch. Obviously the DvD's That I cant watch when others are around. I might watch "Priscilla Queen of the Desert" again. Maybe not. Time will tell.

No Go

I  was going to go to Gym today. Except I had an excuse that I was waiting for someone to Skype me. Yeah right. WE all have our Lazy days. No big Deal. I know the excuse does not really hold water with me either. I am Just not wanting to go today. I am allowed to decide that. Its a Girls prerogative. Even if it isn't I will insist that it is. No really someone is supposed to Skype me that part I did not make up.