Late

So I slept late yesterday. ( I suffer from Depression if you did not know. So that will explain a lot of things.) I also lack motivation which I say is because of the pills. I know some would disagree with me. Either way it does make a difference. Then I decide to go for a walk since. I was so sedentary when I was away. That now I am totally unfit. I had in mind to got to a certain distance and then walk the same route back. I got to about a quarter of the distance and had to turn back since I was finished. On the way back I had to stop a number of times just so that I could recover. Well now you will know just how unfit I am. I was supposed to go to gym e yesterday but decide to do the walk instead. Which turned out not so well. I can laugh about it know but at the time it was horrific.
Then in the evening watched Jeremiah and Stargate Universe. I normally read my book on Wed and Thurs. but that too has fallen to the wayside for the moment I hope to get back into at sometime.

Is Being Transgender / Transsexual a Mental Disorder

So

I did not do anything spectacular yesterday. Beside doing the linen and the whites. I packed the Linen away yesterday and the whites today. From now I will be including accounts of what I do. They are going to be really boring. But still It's like having a diary.
After having done the day I watched Jeremiah and Star Gate Universe and Bones.

I Can't

I posted a Vlog yesterday were Joules talks about two Gay Men beaten to death she did put a link to the actual video. I personally did not watch the video. I'm not saying that if you did watch it that there is anything wrong. I just cant watch something like that its too graphic and not something that I want stuck in my head.
Never the less its horrific and there are places in the world were it's really dangerous for the LGBT Family. I am not going to go into all the places for you well know some of them. like Iraq etc. I know the Russians are having a hard time of it and its well publicized. I am not too sure how to show support for these LGBT Families.

4 week FFS update, Very Happy with the results! :D

20unc06: the transsexual returns to Dallas

Two Gay Men Beaten To Death

Well

I should have gone to Gym today but I really was not in the right space to go to Gym. Lets just say I was Lazy. So lets call it as we see it.
I did not figure out why I was feeling weird at all. But I do feel ok now . Well sort of not as bad as yesterday. It could have just been that I was depressed. Any how I went shopping to get some electrical plugs as well as essentials which did me some good to get out of the house. So at least I will be seeing My Therapist next week on Tuesday which is something to look forward to. I haven't been able to speak to anyone about Trans issues for about a month now. Which is a long time to go without being exposed to Trans issues.Counting obviously being on the net as well.

Male to Female: Suggestions

First video since your favorite mtf transsexual went post op

Feeling

I feel weird I just cant put my finger on why. I don't know if it is because I have been out of contact with the Trans Family or because I have been out of touch with myself. I do know that it has something to do with being Trans. It is kinda difficult being in the Closet for things get jumbled up and you cant necessarily tell what is going on sometimes. You cant put your finger on why your feeling a specific way. Then again it could just be me. It could just be that I have been sleeping way too much lol. None the less I will get to the bottom of it.
I picked up some weight since I have been away. Which I am not too happy about for I know it's going to be a bitch to get off. Once you got it. It just does not want to go away quietly. Plus I have not been to Gym in December. So I am totally unfit. Which  is another reason to feel weird about.

Mtf transsexual - Pain, dilation, and support

No Much

So after having got back and doing some chores around the house. I slept for awhile in the afternoon and then watched some True Blood. Which is a tv series. I can say that I have missed keeping up with all that happens with the Trans Family on You Tube. Its like my daily fix to watch all the Vlogs I follow. So much has changed in these peoples lives in a mere 3 to 4 weeks. I wish I could say the same.

6 MONTHS ON HORMONES + SURGERY

Back

So a lot has happened. But at least I'm back. I had problems with my Internet connection just before I left last year that's why I was not able to post up until I left. At least I was able to get it sorted out so that by the time I came back it was sorted out. I only got back today and have been back for a couple of hours. So we start another year which really is just another day in as far as the New Years goes. Not really a fan of New Years for me it holds nothing special for me. I have not been able to get on the net until now. Which is a long time. So I'm catching up.