Monday, June 9, 2014

"I Want To Be A Woman"

Heat Pump

Was two minds about getting up early this morning or staying in bed. I had to get up early so I could switch the geyser for the heat pump guys were supposed to come today but they did not. You see I wanted there to be hot water for tonight and I was not sure that the heat pump could warm the water up that fast. Anyway I got up early which was a bummer. I did the washing which there was a bit of. Then I mad a cave for myself on top of my bed and crept into it and stayed there for most of the day. Got up just now to fold the laundry and now I am watching Vlogs. The the whole cycle will start again. Telly Supper, Telly and then bed.

Friday, June 6, 2014

Laverne Cox at Creating Change 2014 (E)

Reality

Reality has taught me specifically that my situation will not change. So I have to accept the lot that has been dealt me. That being in the Closet. This will never change. So for me to beat myself about it, is insanity. So I have decided to surrender myself to the situation I face. For fighting it is not getting me anywhere. Hence the reason I only post what I have done during the day. Any thing more would be torture for myself. For it is bad enough being in the Closet. Sop I hope you will understand my position. I will post every now and then something to this sort. Just to release a bit of tension.

1 Month Post Op Update (Part 11)

Red Wine

Got up lateish this morning. My goodness its freezing today. Did some washing to catch up with the normal load. I hope that makes sense. Anyway made a cave for myself out of a blanket and curled up inside of it to stop from freezing. No I did not put the heater on I will do that later. Trying to keep the gas bill down. Any hoo Only one workman pitched today must be the cold. I got onto the web early this afternoon. Could only stay in my cave for so long. Wanted to do some thing. Drinking Red Wine at the moment. Will open another bottle just now. Just finishing the remainder of another bottle first. Hopefully it will keep me warm. lol. If only, right. Well after this will be the norm again. Which you should know by now. Telly Supper Telly and then bed.

Thursday, June 5, 2014

Robyn - Dancing On My Own

Blanket

Was in two minds this morning as whether I should get up early or late. So got up kinda of late. Not too late. Had to do some washing, so did that. The workmen arrived and started their thing. I curled up into a ball on the bed under a blanket. It was a bit chilly today. Supposedly its supposed to be a lot colder tomorrow. Well we will see about that. There aren't any Vlogs to watch today unfortunately. So hence the music video. I do that when I don't have a Vlog to post. So everything will follow the normal pattern which you know well by now. Telly , Supper, Telly and then Bed.

Wednesday, June 4, 2014

❤ Boyfriend Tag ❤

So got up early this morning to do the washing before the workmen arrive. Then curled up in a ball on top of the bed. Then went to Gym. After Gym went to a Mall. Sat there in the parking lot drinking a coke. Then went back to the flatlet to lye on the sofa for a little while. Now watching Vlogs then Telly, Supper, Tellly and then bed.

Tuesday, June 3, 2014

SRS IN 10 DAYS & LIFE UPDATE

Ball

Slept late for a change, yaaahhhh. So got up late then went to go see my Psychiatrist. Had a coke while waiting in the parking lot. Had my Meds changed. More of the one and less of the other. Then came back to the flatlet. Curled up in a ball on the sofa. The workmen are driving me crazy. Watching Vlogs now and then the usual Telly, Supper, Telly and then Bed.

Monday, June 2, 2014

Stages of Transitioning | Transgender / Transsexual

Secret Relationships

Gym

Got up early this morning. Did the washing as well as the towels. The workmen and the builder came in at the normal time.Curled up on my  bed in a ball, till it was time to go to gym. Went to gym did not stay for too long. Did some rowing as well as circuit. Then went to a Mall to go get a bottle of wine. Sat in the parking lot drinking a coke watching life go by. Went back to the flatlet. Folded the laundry, put it away. Then curled in a ball on the sofa. Watching Vlogs now. Then the normal Telly, Supper, Telly then Bed.