Friday, November 29, 2013
Sexuality
Sexuality I probably one of the first things that you deal with when Transitioning. I think the Hormones has a lot to do with your changing perception. Well I could be wrong here. Never the less I am not talking from experience at all. I just imagine that it is one of the things you have to deal with. I certainly have not made up my mind in regards to who I am attracted. I could be A Sexual for all I know. There is a great chance that that could be true. I see people that are attractive which is normal. It's just I am not attracted to them at all in a sexual way. So that is what leads me to conclude that I could be A Sexual.
Again
So it's weekend again and the week has Flown by so quickly. I had some not so late Beauty Sleep today. Had to get up and do some Chores. Which did not take too long thankfully. I just hate doing chores. I can't imagine that there is anyone who does like doing Chores. Just a reminder that I don't post on the weekends only during the week for obvious reason. I hope every one had a cool time on Thanksgiving.
Thursday, November 28, 2013
Had A Moment
I was just minding my own business thinking about stuff. When a Thought occurred to me about my chosen name that being Stasya. I thought does it really suit me or should I think about changing it to something else. So I was looking at he closing titles of what I was watching on The Telly looking at all the girls names which came up to see if there were any that took my Fancy. I did not see anything then I gots to thinking again and thought maybe my name is not all that bad after all. So I haven't decided to change it.
Too Much
I was sleeping like sleeping beauty today. I had an exceptionally long sleep and could have slept more but decide to get up and come and post to my Blog. I don't think that you can ever get too much sleep. Well that's me at least. My Depression is not as bad as it has been for awhile now which is a good thing I however do get Anxious every now and then. Thank goodness for the tabs I have. If it weren't for them I would not know what to do. Maybe take up drinking. lol
10 000
So its taken awhile but we got there. So My Blog has breached the 10 000 views mark. The last bit was really slow but that's ok. I was just interested to see how long it would take to get to 10 000. My Blog has been up for a couple of years now. lol . Besides the times I have deleted it. So it was not like it reached it overnight.
Wednesday, November 27, 2013
Trans
So I am watching a Vlog where the T Girl is talking about Post Op stuff she has to like Dilation. I mean that is the furthest thing from my mind. I also understand that not every T Girl wants to go through the whole Transition thing. Some of quite happy to stop before the SRS thing. I often think of what I would do if I would go all the way or not. First of all you need the money for the op. Forget about all the money you need for Doctors and Hormones and what ever else. Nobody said it would be cheap. So bearing that in mind that is one of the reasons T Girls don't go through with it. Simply because they don't have the money. And I would fall into the later category.
Wondering
I was just thinking about the LGBT community in Russia and how thing are going on there. There really has not been that much news in regards to the struggle our family is having over there. So if any of you do know I thought you could share it with us. Leave a comment and I will post it so others can read it. If not I will try to find out myself.
Well
To say the least. I am doing better than I was yesterday. It's almost as it never happened. It's probably I had a nice long sleep well a lie in today. If I am really stressed then I tend to want to sleep or just lie down. It's the way I cope I suppose. Other people cope in different ways each to their own. I just happen to sleep a lot
Tuesday, November 26, 2013
Aaaahhhh
So I have just come back from Therapy. I had to work quite hard this Session. Not as hard as two back. That one was really hard. Today's one was on a different topic all together. I really just feel like going to sleep right now. Yes it was exhausting. I thought I would just lay down for awhile. Yep thts how tired I am. So you will have to excuse me if I don't blog as much as I do normally.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)