I have been trying to entertain the thought of being in another body other that my present one. for I suffer the same fate that allot of Trans Girls do. That being the inner not matching the outer. So that when you happen to look in the mirror you jump from fright.Saying is that me. So in large part for my own experience. I have a disconnect with my body. I literally don't see myself in my body or my body not belonging to me. I do realize however that it is a vehicle for my current State and like all vehicles needs to maintained. But I still do not Identify with it at all.
The Status Quo issue is the one of feeling that I need to be entertaining People. Where as this is a very personal Journey for me. Even though I don't express to much about my particulars. I am able to write down in Obtuse my thoughts. Which acts as an Outlet for me. Dr Prescribed.
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