Shame

Feeling just a bit Blue from yesterday. Which is to be expected. Life goes on so its back to expressing myself in  small unnoticeable ways. You have to otherwise it will drive you insane. Oh yes I see my Therapist on the Sly. The only people who know is my Therapist and a Girlfriend. So even that is done in secret. Unfortunately I cant see the Therapist that often. So I have to wait for a chance to see the Therapist. Th e next time will probably be in May and that will only have been the second time this year. Fortunately My Therapist specializes in GID. Which I think is essential since we are dealing with a whole lot of issues. Which require specific Knowledge that an Ordinary Therapist would not know. So I at least have that.