NOTICE I will be back on the 11th of January

So this will be my last post for the year.

I WILL BE BACK ON THE 11th OF JANUARY 2013.

I WANT TO WISH EVERYONE A STUNNING FESTIVE SEASON AND A BRIGHT NEW YEAR FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY BUT ESPECIALLY ALL THE T GIRLS.

T GIRLS

DONT FORGET TO SPOIL YOURSELVES

YOU DESERVE IT

AND TAKE CARE OF 

YOURSELVES

HUGS

STASYA

Ladyboy Capital of the World pt1

Yep

So this is it the Last day before I am gone for the Year. No more posts for this year. What I did notice when I was watching a few Documentaries about the Lady Boys in Thailand was that the Guys who go after them reckon that they are a lot more sexy than the normal Girls. Which I have said before. I really think that to some degree T Girls can come across as having heightened sexuality. I wont say that all are like this since there are those who want be identified as being women. The there are those who want to be known as being Trans. I suppose that there are different variations between these two. Plus we have the added Bonus of having a Males body structure. Well depends on the individual as to how their Body type lends itself to being Female. I also believe that some T Girls do come across as having Heightened Sexuality simply because they are aware of their Femininity as opposed to the Normal Woman. You will notice that some Females are rather Drab in the way they present themselves or even not recognizing their inner Bombshell  or even being aware of their potential to be super sexy.

Well

So My new Beauty Regime is working out quite well. Except for the fact I wont be able to do it for the next three weeks but that is no big deal for when I get back I will pick up where I left off. Three weeks is not a long time. If you Dont have a Beauty regime the best you can do is moisturize all the parts that are exposed. Namely Your Face, Neck, Hands, Arms, Legs and Feet. Any place that is exposed to the environment since that is the parts that dry out the fastest. Also depends which Climate you live in. Still you can not go wrong by Moisturizing no matter what. The sooner you start the better.

Second Last

So this is the Second last day before I disappear. Dont worry I will be back on the 11th of Jan. Time flies when your having fun. lol. Just cant believe how fast this year has gone. It almost feels like it did not happen.

Which One

Well you saw the documentary of Lady Boys in Thailand. Pity about all the discrimination. Well specifically from the State. It seems that coming out there is not as bad as in some parts of the world. I could list a number of countries where it is hazardous but I will refrain from doing so because I am sure you will know which countries those are. Some of the best SRS Surgeons in the World are based in Thailand.

Ladyboys - Documentary

Right

For the Moment I feel a bit Lost since for the Next three weeks I will not have a chance to do what I normally do and that is Blog and watch The Vlogs that I follow. But more than that I will constantly be with other people so I wont even have chance to relax and be Myself. Well its something I don't have a choice about so I will have to Grin and Bear it. Once again this is the Price you pay when your in the Closet. Plus it will never end which is more frustrating that anything else.

I Dont Know

Once again I really Dont have anything to say. There was something I want to address but I have forgotten what it was. So I will watch some Vlogs hopefully it will come back to me.

Notice

Please bear in mind that I will not be posting from 23 OF DEC TO THE 11 OF JAN. So I have 3 more days of posting before I disappear.

Issues

If you think that you keep dealing with similar issues at various times then you would be right. Well especially if your In The Closet. it really is like a Roller Coaster where the loop never ends an its the Same over and over. Well I can really only speak for Myself. But I wouldn't be Surprised if it were the Same for Other T Girls in a similar situation. Its almost like you cant move on since your stuck in a rut of repeating the same issues over and over. Or at least dealing with same issues over and over.

Thought

I was thinking as I often do. lol. What makes some one Trans is it the way they dress. No. Is it the way they Walk or their Gestures, No. Is it they way they Talk, No. Is it what they think about, No. Is it the way they they Sit or Stand, No.
We could go through a whole list. I am not going to list the things that make a person Trans since that's not what I am trying to achieve here. What I am trying to get at here is when you get into Bed at night (as an Example) do you cease to be Trans because you stop doing all these things. No.
So all these things help you express yourself but put all together they are Not what makes you Trans. So what makes you Trans? Well I will leave that up to you to come up with your own Answer

Malls

Well it goes without saying that the Malls are buzzing with People at the Moment  Trying to find that Present for who ever.  I got what I need so I am done for the Year. Now its just a matter of waiting for that Day and then it will all be over. have to say that at the Moment I am really at a loss for words. Which it is normally not the case.

Done

So I have returned from My last Therapy Session for the Year.  So every thing is coming to a halt for the Festive Season. They will only contact me at the End Of January to start the sessions. Which I have to say is quite a long time to wait. Well what can I do but wait.
 I was asked a very interesting question today which goes like this. If you were to meet yourself what would you say to yourself ? Well what would you say ?

How to "Tuck" For Drag

Yesterday

So yesterday was not so bad managed to grin and and bear through. At least the one consolation was that the food was good. So at least all in all it did not suck. Yaaaa for the Food. lol. So I don't think there will any more of those.

Tomorrow

So Tomorrow I will see My Therapist for the last time this year. Then I have to wait seven weeks before I see the Therapist again. I still haven't wrapped the Present, Probably do that this afternoon.

Vlogs

At the moment I am catching up with The Vlogs before leaving. Whats going to be really awesome is by the time I get back next year there are going to be a whole lot of Vlogs I will have to catch up with. So it will be like a Party. I suppose you could say that for someone stuck in the Closet the People in the Vlogs kinda become your Friends. Since you get to know them and live vicariously through them. If that makes any sense. So in a sense it will be like trowing a Party. Yuuuuupppiieeeee. I think. lol

Not Much

So Not Much to report at the moment. Will be going out just now to the Obligatory festive Season Party/Bash. Yes its that time of the year were we go see People sometimes which we have not seen for awhile. I try an avoid these since its so superficial. Well even worse for me for the whole time your pretending to be something your not. Well most of My Life is like that if not all of it. Anyway that is what the rest of My Day is going to look like. Think of it as work to make oneself fit into the Surrounds. Well more like to appease those So I wont be posting too much today. This time next week we will be on our Trip away very far away.

Horaaaah

I was told of a Place where they do Drag Shows. It is quite far from me. So I made a note for when I have a long Me Times. I will have to Plan for it. So it will make for something interesting for a change. If you look long enough you will find something that you can relate to. Just have to be very careful that there wont be a chance that some will recognize you. Not that it would be a Problem if some one found out about this for you could justify it. Its when you doing something that is not justifiable that you will be in trouble. So those type of things you need to do very far away from where you live so that the chance of something happening to Out You is Minimal. What type of things am I talking about is like shopping for Women's clothing Make up etc. Dont take a chance by doing it too close to Home. For you never know what might happen to put you on a spot.

So I am looking forward to going even though its going to be a long way to go before I go. So it will be time for some Priscilla time put on your dancing shoes Girl. lol.

Slow

Well it definitely is a slow day today. One of those when you just want to be lying around. maybe watch some Telly read a book etc. Well I was curled up and now watched a bit Of Telly and now doing My Blog. So really a really slow day. Did go to the Malls this Morning not for a long time. Just got some stuff for Our trip.

Next

Next Week is My Last Therapy session for the Year. I wont see my Therapist for seven weeks and then only again in the beginning of Feb I think. So its gonna be quite a haul with out any Sessions. Pull out the Wine and Vod. My back up Therapists.

Loneliness

I suppose this could have been part of the last Post since it does touch on similar themes. (Damn it this dream really has got me going) This obviously does not happen too often. I think the main thing that came out of it is that I really need to find some one I could talk to other than that in a Therapy Session. You see there that Therapist is supposed to listen to me. You see there is no Personal Repoire its a Patient Therapist context. Beyond that there is no Personal Relationship. No Going Out Together  No sharing things. It really is just a One Way Street. My I long for a Flesh and blood Live T Girl to have as a friend. Some one who can Twist my ear and vicer versa.
To Dream The Impossible Dream, To wish upon a far away Star. Ok the second one I made up but it still goes together. Plus It sounds Great, don't you think. Lol that Hurt ooowwwwwwww.

Today

So Today is My second last Therapy session for the Year. Slowly but surely we come to realize that another year is coming to a close and yet so much still to unwind and explore. After the Dreams I had last night there was enough content in them to last at least Twenty sessions. They were Jam-packed with double meanings of My past all rolled up into one. it was hard to keep up with the double meanings even in the dream-state I was able to distinguish the meanings. Its not often that you are able to follow the path a dream takes. It is even more unusual where you are able to determine the progress of the Dream. What is more interesting is the after effect of the Dream and that is the emotion it leaves with you. I think that this really determines if the Dream was one or another type. Ok whether it was Good or Bad, Happy or Sad.
The worst part is that I cant say whether this is my own thing or whether it is a common thing. Here I am referring to living in La La land as in the way you view your Closeted State. Are we heightening the state of our being in the Closet to a state that is unrealistic. Something that can not be achieved in reality. Simply because we concentrate on the What Ifs. As opposed to actual Realistic approach. I have feeling its the Later. Damn if only it was simpler. Not on your Life. This is the Life of the Closeted. What would be interesting is to hear from Others that are in The Closet to see what their experiences are. If they are the same or if it is just me.

So

Ok So I am having Fun at the moment. If this had been a Me Time it would have been quite a Day. Unfortunately it is not. So I have to grin and bear through the rest of what is not. Yeah and all of this is making sense. lol. Supposedly next year I am in for a few long Me Times which I can only look forward to. But lets not wish away Our Lives. I also have Our Holiday to look forward to. Well as much as I can seeing that I will not have access to the Net as I do now. Hence the not being able to Post

Bee Gees - Too Much Heaven

Priscilla, Queen of the Desert

Dreams

I had some awesome Dreams Last Night-this Morning. The problem with Dreams is that you can never relate them to any other person without losing all the magic that went into making it Special. Need less to say ( I say that quite a lot Don't I) lol. Anyway I thought that today I would spoil myself with some Eddie and Priscilla, Bee Gees and all that good stuff. There is nothing like that Music and Times that cant be Recaptured. You Dont even have to have to have been alive then to appreciate that whole Era. Ok so Eddie is present time we all know that. Girls just wanna have Fun. Have Fun I say to You for tomorrow you can be depressed.

How to get bleach Blonde hair!

Depeche Mode - Precious

Just A Bit

Just a insy weenie tiny bit. I have had a couple of really weird days lately. Just have this dark cloud hovering above me. It makes for really good dreams. Then again it feels really weird. So weird I just cant describe it or even put my finger on it. Some time ago I was really depressed so much so They had to change My Meds since they weren't working, The new ones work better than the last not to say I cant get depressed. This is a no going struggle for those stuck in the Closet. Sometimes it makes me really sad when I see other T Girls living their lives Out and About. Not that I don't celebrate the fact that they are able to do so. It shows for others that things do Get Better. Ok this time it can Be a Mmmooooooooooooaaaannn !!!!!

Trailers

Been watching Trailers of Movies to be released next year. There seems to be some good movies coming Out next year. Was watching the end of Avatar again the other day which was cool again. At the moment watching the episodes of Battlestar Galactica ( The New Series not old) Which is quite cool. So yes I am a bit of a Sci Fi as well as Fantasy Nut. Then again there are a lot of Trans people that are into similar genres. Notice I did not say all. Mostly young T Girls that are into them. Then again its not big deal If you're not since it takes all types.
So in some ways that makes me a Nerd. lol. I have never been a Guys Guy. I have always been on the outskirts never really wanting to be part of the whole Guy thing. Always getting on with Girls a whole lot better that Guys. Well that should be an Obvious. Well then again aren't we all the same when it comes to the whole guy thing.

Mistakes

I will make mistakes every now and then. You will generally get the message. I only check to see if I have made mistakes very rarely. Unless it is Plain to sight will I correct it. I am not hung up about getting every thing 100 % accurate  Since we are not 100% right all the time if never  So just bear that in mind when going through the Posts.

Opening song - The adventures of Priscilla, Queen of the desert - I've n...

Dont Feel Alone

I must just say this. Not all T Girls have known that they were Trans from a Early Age. Some have only come into it at a later Age. There were markers in the journey that in Hindsight point in the direction. I have even heard of Lady that only came to the realization that she was a Man in her Sixties.
If you came into the realization at a later time in your Life there really is no difference  The best thing is that you were able to come to the realization and then you can move forward. Even if your Pre Op and never get to have bottom surgery (SRS). It really it makes no difference you are still Trans. Dont let anyone else tell you differently. Even if you are not on Hormones it still makes no difference. All these things do not take away from the Fact that your Trans.

I Have

I have been searching for awhile to find anything on Trantasia. For quite awhile. Fortunately I Was Able to find the first in a series. I have found No 2 Only but wont post since I cant find 3 and 4. Yet the first one gives ample description as what its all about.

Trantasia (2006) Transsexual Pageant part 1 of 4

Links

Just the weirdest I post certain Vlogs and it works to start off and then all of a sudden it becomes a link to something else. That's the reason you will see certain Vlogs being deleted. Why it happens I have no Idea. it certainly makes me want to Screammmmmmmmmmm.

Just Every Now and Then

It invariably happens every now and then that the lying, hiding, evading and misdirection gets to you. I think that this is the One thing that really contributes to the Depression. Not to say its the Only thing that contributes.Yet the constant lying does not help. So what were you doing on the Net. Why are you typing so much? Who are you messaging?What are you looking at? it just does not end. Why are you growing your nail? cut them the look like claws. Why are you so lazy go cut your nails? etc, etc. It just does not stop. During these times you have to be so careful in your answers. Answering in a way that it misleads and there aren't any more questions. Remembering what you said last time. Screammmm. Why do you think that I like Me Time's so much. I get to let My hair down and get to be me for once in a long while. Which in of its self is not that good because at the end of the Me time I have to go back t the everyday thing. Which is enough to cause you to be depressed.

Transsexual Teen, Beauty Queen

Coming Right

Quite Glad that my Nails are coming right. Just need to keep filing them down so it does not become obvious  I have done in the French Manicure style. So they are cut straight. I just cant let the end bit show the white bit. Otherwise it becomes obvious. Talk about pushing Boundaries. The other thing is that My Nails grow very fast as I have stated before.

Size

So I have just come back from Gym. Now that I have said I am sure you feel that much closer to me. lol. Anyway I noticed this Blonde haired Woman. Now that is really unusual. lol Sorry just kidding. Anyway she had these really perky Breasts perfectly poised. Which leads me to think that they are not of a natural source. Plus she was not that young. Anyway that reminded me of something I have been thinking about. Well actually two things . Both are related. Well the first thing is If I were to Come Out ( Not that it is a Possibility) One can only Dream. Anyway if I were on Hormones and boob were to grow. What size would I be Happy or content with. So I am thinking a Handle Full as long as they are Perky. I really don't want big Boobs. Secondly I am thinking of getting a training bra. I am going to get some one to get it for me. Well that's the Plan. That will happen next year once I have saved enough. The trick is to get one that is going to fit. I was also thinking of getting a Sports bra. Well its toss up between the two. I will have think about that. Anyway that's for next year. So I have a Project for next Year.

Almost Forgot.

Manged to find a movie House that was still showing Cloud Atlas. Which was really awesome. Will watch when it comes out on dvd. Takes awhile to get used to the story Flitting between the different characters in the story. None the Less it was awesome.

Present

So I managed to get a Present for My Therapist. Its a tin with chocolates except the it is shaped into this really cute Gingerbread Man. Well they did not have a Gingerbread Girl which |I would have got instead  Except I think I have never heard of a Gingerbread Girl. Anyway I am not going to give to My Therapist this week but the Week after.

All Malled Out

Ok I have had My fill of Malls for the Weekend. They are starting to get busy. I would hesitate to say that is because of the Festive Season. I am so Tired now.  I could go and sleep right now and probably have Nightmares of malls( I might just do that). lol. Did not really see anything awesome enough. Still stuck for exactly I want.

Tunage ( Jason Simone)

Surprise

Don't you just love when just as you think your getting to know someone they go and surprise you Damn. I have been following this Vlog. The person answered a question. This kinds threw me like Whoooooaa hold them Horses. I am Open Minded its just you thought you knew the person and then all of a sudden Hullo. So I will just have to change the way I view this Person. Nothing can shock me but People can surprise me. Well moving On. No its not Jason Simone.

Malls

So will be running around a lot today in the Malls. Might get something today. Still trying to figure out exactly what I want for a present this Season. Got to make that money stretch as far as possible. So will be looking for Sales. Which as I said before is generally how I get My stuff. Either that or the Chinese shops since they are dirt cheap. Thank goodness For that. Will be watching a Movie later. Probably get Take A Way after that. Well we will see about that. I was thinking of something small for My Therapist. Just not too sure what.

So Yes ( Once a Week Tranny Session)

Had My Late Session yesterday. Which was quite Good. Seems to be making progress at the moment. It takes quite awhile before you make any progress. so your in Therapy be Patient. Kinda just got out when the Rush was beginning. So it was not too bad. Got only Two left for this Year. And it will be only at the end Of January that I will start again. Which is a bummer. So it will be a Month and a Half before Therapy starts again. Well I will just have to hang in there.

Hhhhmmmmmmm

So Let see I have to start thinking of what I will want for Christmas. Normally I get Money and I go and buy what I want. Well you know straight stuff. It would be really weird to come back with |Panties or whatever. Can you imagine trying to explain that one. So you see I was at the Shops and there was a Sale buy Two and get the Third one For Free and I could not resist. NOT.
I'm thinking of trying to get some Music and a Music dvd. I've quite a few Music cd's. Which I normally pick up on Sales. Which works out a lot better. Say for instance I get Three Cds for the Price of Newly Released One which is a Steal. So that is the way I expand my Cd Collection. So I'm not Rich just in case you were wondering and my Books are got the same way as well. Only once in awhile will I buy a newly released Cd Or Book. I kinda have to save uo to get what I want. At The Moment I'm pretty much broke except for the Money I have put aside for My Tattoo which is still not enough. So in that way I'm pretty good.

High

On a bit of Caffeine High at the moment. I had a Black Cup of Coffee and then an Ice Tea. Just I don't like the drop once it wears off. No I did not intended to be on a bit of a high.
Right that is besides the Point. Ordinarily I am a Book Worm. But for some strange reason I cant seem to knuckle down to read. this has been going on for awhile. I have whole Library of Books waiting for me to read them. No Jokes about the Library. I read across a number of Genres so I am not stuck to one thing. I hope this faze passes. If it does not I will have to force it. Which will be a pity since it normally come so Easy. At the moment I am trying to finish The Ninth Book In a Triple Trilogy. This is the end of the Third Trilogy.

Once A Week Tranny Session

So Once Again I will see My Therapist today. IOts the Only Time I can Come Out for an Hour then back in the Closet  At least I get one Hour a week. Only thing the appointment is much later in the Day and normally its in the Middle of the day. Which thankfully is only for this time today. So its going to be of a rush to try to miss the Rush. Hoe bizarre a Rush to avoid the Rush. lol. Well I'm sure you know what I mean. Run Away Run away. Ok not quite appropriate but the sentiment is there.

The eroticization of M2F transsexuals by straight men

I was Hoping

I was really hoping that I would have enough Money to get get my Tattoo finished  Yet unfortunately I still have to save some more so it looks like I will only be able to get it Finished neat year. Which is a real kick in the Pantaloons. lol. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh. If only I could win the Lotto or something. Saving Sucks. Well I suppose it makes you appreciate it that much more when you finally have it. I only have two Tattoo's and both them are on my back. So you can't see them. Which I don't mind for I know that they are there.
Just one bit of advice do some research into who is the best Tattoo Artist around try to get to see some of their work. I have seen some really bad Tattoos. It took me awhile to find mine and I very happy with the results  Another thing make sure that you really like the Tattoo you want for its gonna follow you around. lol. Well not really its gonna be with you for a along Time.

Normally

Normally I don't post so many Vlogs but since I believe that once I find a Vlog I might not find it again so I had better Post it. There are times I find too many then I have to make A choice. I follow quite a few channels. I love Vlogs because it makes more personal. plus you get to see the Persons Body Language and expressions which you cant get across in a Blog.
I would Vlog but that I would have to wear a Paper Bag over My Head and then I would have to get a voice synthesizer to disguise My Voice that way nobody would be able to recognize me. lol.

Splurge I Say To You

There is one thing I have learnt and that is this or One thing I know to be true. That is this Unless a Person knows you really well will they be able to buy a Present that is exactly what you want or like for that matter. I believe you should spoil yourself because most of the Time People do not get what you want. Then when receiving the Present your Like Oh that's stunning, NOT!!!! lol.
If your in the Closet then its completely different than you have My Permission to buy yourself something Feminine that you have been dying to have. Hopefully you have saving up. For Instance not Long Ago I went and bought Myself Some really expensive Nail Polish. Now believe me there is a huge difference between that and the Junk Nail Polish I normally Buy simply because I know it will clump and so there fore I don't mind throwing it away since it was cheap  The Expensive one goes on like a Dream. How long it will last before it clumps I am still yet to find out the Hard way.
But still it is awesome to use and leaves a really good Finnish just as good as if you went to a Salon.
So Girl Splurge and get yourself a gift that will make you smile every time you think of it. It will be your little Secret. So that when Your in company with People that are oblivious to who you really are because you have not Come Out. Then you can think about with a Smile on your Face and they will be none the Wiser. Go Girl GO. I do it but I am normally wearing a G String when I do. Nobody knows and its a Blast.

UK Border Force - Funniest interview ever with transgender Canadian woman

Downer

Talk about a Downer even the last Post I posted has got me a bit Depressed. Unfortunately its all too real. Well I would say that for last two weeks I have been a bit Down. I do know that for a fact that in the this particular Month out of all the Months of the year People find it the hardest to get through. For One reason it reminds them of just how lonely their existence is. I know that this is a bit of a Downer.
If your alone this festive Season try to find someone to connect to even if its a forum( Now not just any Chat forum be careful there because there are a lot of Trolls just looking for Lonely or Vulnerable T Girls. There is a link under Trans resources on My Blog if your looking for one. Unfortunately its English. (Well you know what I mean I don't know of any good Ones that are in Different Languages)

Not So Joyous

The sad thing about posting all these Vlogs of people who have achieved Transition or are busy transitioning (Happily So) I really don't want to take away from their Stories and wish them all the best and love the fact that they were able to do so.
But for every Positive Story I post I know of T Girls that are really struggling. Have been abounded by their Families. Parents wont speak to them and the list carries on. So spare a thought for all the T Girls that are going through Hell. The percentages are quite high for those that have tried to commit suicide. The percentage for The States stands at 41% of Trans people have tried to commit suicide.
So I completely understand the Pain that they are going through as well as all those that are still in the Closet and probably will never be able to come out. (Such as Myself)
So really this Blog is not only Therapy for Myself but as a witness to the fact that There are T Girls that are still Closeted. Even in the advances we have made there still is a Hellava way to go.

TRANSformation - Going public

TRANSformation - Transgender future

I Know

I really have been watching a lot of Eddie Izzard the last while. I haven't yet Od ( Over Dosed). I love comedy and stand up Comedians. If there is ever a good Comedian that has released a dvd. I will get it to watch. Now there is some Info That will draw anyone closer to me. lol. Sharing that information.

I wonder

I wonder I do. I really wonder what people think when they encounter this Blog. You some are just going ( If not the majority) through Blogs looking for something interesting to while their time away.( Since this part of My Therapy it makes sense to me) There are plenty Family Blogs to go around a few Style, Make Up, Entertainment etc. Then they come across mine. T Girl. Well for one what is a T Girl. I can just picture them trying to solve this one. So What is a T Girl and why is this person closeted. And what are they Doing in the closet, that is pretty silly. I think for the normal person they would not have the foggiest as to what a T Girl is. Let alone anything else. Yes and whats up with the Hormones and things. So what do they think when coming across this Blog !!!!!!! ?

About Hormones & Update!

Always

Always Remember that even if I mention that I am seeing a Therapist. I was sent to a Therapist for depression. But I am going to see the Therapist for that and My GID. I have told the Therapist that there will be note taking and The Therapist is not allowed to tell anyone about what I am talking to the Therapist about. The Doctor is also for the Depression so I can get Meds fro that. The Doctor does not know anything about My GID. So just remember that when I post about the different things. I am sometimes need to remind People since not everyone have been following What I am doing  The Blog is part of My Therapy which was prescribed By My Therapist that specializes in GID. GID stands for Gender Identity Disorder

I Did Not

So Im catching up with the Vlogs I follow. I did not set them before I went to Gym. So I'm Down loading them. So anyway I went to Gym the first thing I normally do is weigh myself to see where I am in my Gyming. So the Machine says I have gained and like No Way are you serious. What A way to start you exercise regime Knowing you have Gained. So What do I gain as I exercise. I thought it was supposed to be the other way around. B.......... H........ Well you can put what you want in the Gaps what ever makes you happy. So that was a good way to start.

Notice No 2

Just in case you did not see the first notice here is another. I will post the last one when I leave. So I will be gone from The 23rd Of December to The 10 Of January. So there will be no Posts over the Festive Season since I going away and will not have access to the Net. Not like I do now. So you will have to patient.

Nothing

So I did the Obligatory run around the Mall like a chicken without a head. lol. Got absolutely nothing for at the Moment I seriously have too Much ......... ( You fill in the Blank). No seriously My Cupboard overfloweth with ............ . (Once again you fill in the Blank). No seriously My Cupboard is seriously Small. Its actually quite Fascinating if you go through your cupboard and have to put all the stuff you don't use. This does not include all the stuff your Hiding away. If  anyone had to go through your Cupboard they would find all your T Girl Stuff. Try explaining that One.
I always have this thought what would happen if you find yourself in Hospital  and someone had to bring Clothes for you from your Cupboard. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeek.
Can you imagine that Conversation  So I was going through your Cupboard to get you some clothes. Guess what I came across. So Who's panties are these?

Cooooooooolll

So I was thinking which is always a dangerous thing. Well simply it can get you into trouble. I was thinking what advantages does a T Girl have over a Normal Girl? Well the best one is We don't have Periods. How awesome is that. I cannot think of anything better than not having periods. The next One is really dependent on each person For I am sure that are those that disagree with both statement. Since some would want to give Birth to Children. I am of the opinion that there are enough Children in the World already why not Adopt a child. So the Second would be not being able to have children for me that would be a Blessing. So that is a very personal choice. I feel for those that cant and there is nothing wrong with wanting to have Children.
So those are the Two things I reckon are awesome not having Children and never having to worry about having Children. Yaaahooooo

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Eddie Izzard's Guide to Last Minute Christmas Shopping

Sorry

So I haven't had my Weekly dose of Malls . Well I am sick as you know. The thing now is to start keep your eyes open to buying presents for specific People.
I think the Secret Santa solution is the best. So you get everyone around in your Family and you write your name on a piece of Paper and then put it in a bowl of sorts. Obviously you have to fold your Paper. Then you take it around and each person picks a paper with someones name. This is not meant to be revealed to anyone. Then you agree on a limit of Money that you are able to buy for that person. So no ! You only have to buy one present instead presents for each person. 2 You have a limit on what your able to spend. So therefore you are able to save a wack of Money. I think its a great idea.

Uuuuuuuuuughhh

So today I am a bit sick, slept for quite awhile. I'm not going to say the reason why I am sick. Sorry a T Girl has to keep up appearances. The last thing you want too see is when you friend or whoever is sick. Because that's when they are at their best. Are you kidding Me. Have ever heard a Sick Person say I need to doll myself up just in case I have a visitor. lol. No that's when they are at their worse. It is even worse than they first wake up in the morning without their Face on and Bed Head. lol