Today

So Today is My second last Therapy session for the Year. Slowly but surely we come to realize that another year is coming to a close and yet so much still to unwind and explore. After the Dreams I had last night there was enough content in them to last at least Twenty sessions. They were Jam-packed with double meanings of My past all rolled up into one. it was hard to keep up with the double meanings even in the dream-state I was able to distinguish the meanings. Its not often that you are able to follow the path a dream takes. It is even more unusual where you are able to determine the progress of the Dream. What is more interesting is the after effect of the Dream and that is the emotion it leaves with you. I think that this really determines if the Dream was one or another type. Ok whether it was Good or Bad, Happy or Sad.
The worst part is that I cant say whether this is my own thing or whether it is a common thing. Here I am referring to living in La La land as in the way you view your Closeted State. Are we heightening the state of our being in the Closet to a state that is unrealistic. Something that can not be achieved in reality. Simply because we concentrate on the What Ifs. As opposed to actual Realistic approach. I have feeling its the Later. Damn if only it was simpler. Not on your Life. This is the Life of the Closeted. What would be interesting is to hear from Others that are in The Closet to see what their experiences are. If they are the same or if it is just me.