Still

I am still feeling My Transness more so than normal . I put it down to thinking in terms of being gay. I know it makes no sense. It helps if I think of myself as a screaming queen and that way I am loser to being Trans since Gay People are more accepted. Not that I can act in that way it would draw too much attention. So it's all in the head. This being an exercise to make it easier in being in the Closet.