I suppose the fact that I am severely depressed makes a difference in the way I see things. The fact that I am Trans does not help especially that I am in the Closet does not help. I do however feel that I am fading away.
It would be hard for me to explain what I mean by fading away. Lets say I am becoming less of myself. I really am just existing at the moment. Hence all the time I sleep or just lay around. Even My Therapist is worried about me. I too am worried about myself. I really have to find something that can motivate me. I know that I cant Come Out. Which does really not help at all. You will have to forgive me for I am just rambling here. I really am just trying to express myself. Well what is left of me. For the Depression has taken most of that away.
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