So Far

I have really been slack with the gym of late have only been going once a week. I have been really lazy. Just cant motivate myself enough. Whats worse is that I keep on seeing a whole lot of Blonde Cis Women and they are looking Gorgeous and I have to grin and bare knowing that I could never look like that. I even said that to myself while I was on the treadmill today. They have no idea how good they have it. This is where I should be sobbing. lol. No really Screaaaaammm.