Trans Attracted Vs Tranny Chaser

Curtain

Got up early for the guy from the security company was coming once he had finished jumped back into bed which was so good. So got up a little later. Then went to a Mall to have Breakfast. Which was french toast and two Cappuccinos. After that went to go to as store in the same Mall. Looking for an extra drop of a curtain have, For two was not enough. Anyway did not find it. Then went and got a dvd, Arthur Newman. Will tel you how it was tomorrow. From there went to another Mall to look at the same store which is a chain sotre To see if they had the curtain, Surprisingly they had it. Then went back to the house. Where unpacking boxes was the order of the day. Watching Vlogs now and then Telly , Supper, Dvd and then Bed

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Big Move

So got up really early this morning. Today was the Big Move . So had to prepare for the movers. So they arrived and started the move all the heavy stuff first and then the boxes. Which there are a lot of them. So the house is a bit of a mess with all the boxes everywhere. It will take a while to get everything unpacked and packed away where they need to be. So most of the day I spent running around getting stuff from the flatlet. My back is quite sore at the moment from all the bending down. So have called it a day since so tired. Tomorrow is another day. Which means more unpacking etc, etc. Which makes me so happy. Not. lol. Well will be watching Vlogs now and then Telly, Supper, Telly and then Bed

Enrique Iglesias - Heartbeat ft. Nicole Scherzinger

Move

Got up earlyish this morning. Did the washing. A little bit later a domestic came to clean the house. Since it was so dirty. So at least that's getting done. The guys came for the gate and fixed that. The blinds guys were supposed to come today but are coming tomorrow instead. So besides running around I folded the washing and put it away. Now I will go hang some curtains and then get my computer ready to be moved. The big move is happening tomorrow. So later will watch Telly, Supper, Telly and then Bed.

Depression

I suppose the fact that I am severely depressed makes a difference in the way I see things. The fact that I am Trans does not help especially that I am in the Closet does not help. I do however feel that I am fading away.
It would be hard for me to explain what I mean by fading away. Lets say I am becoming less of myself. I really am just existing at the moment. Hence all the time I sleep or just lay around. Even My Therapist is worried about me. I too am worried about myself. I really have to find something that can motivate me. I know that I cant Come Out. Which does really not help at all. You will have to forgive me for I am just rambling here. I really am just trying to express myself. Well what is left of me. For the Depression has taken most of that away.

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Internet

Got up a little earlier. Had to do the Linen. So changed the Linen on the bed. Did two loads of washing because I forgot to put something in the first load. What a pain. Anyway the builder came around to finish what he did not finish yesterday. Then the guy from the telephone company came to put the hard line in the house. So at least I will have Internet. Which is a good thing. Well of course it is . lol. Then I spent the rest of my day in my cave. Till I put the washing away. Took out the trash. For tomorrow is trash day. Now I am watching My Vlogs and then Telly, Supper, Telly and then Bed.

Enrique Iglesias - Addicted

Therapy

I got up late this morning put the washing in and went back to bed. lol Got up eventually to get the washing out. The builder arrived to do a couple of odd things. Then it was off to go to Therapy. Today it was tough. We spoke mostly about my Depression. I was given an exercise to do. We will see how it goes. After Therapy I went to a Mall and sat there drinking My Soda. Then I went back to the flatlet to lye on the sofa. Till it was time to Blog. You know what comes next I will watch Telly, Supper, Telly and then Bed.

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Meds

Got up quite Lateish this morning. Yep still had to do some washing. The builder was supposed to come today to finish a few things off. But the builder never pitched. I am on my second day of the new dosage of anti depressants. So I am taking an extra 75 mg which makes a total of 300 mg that I am taking in the morning only . In two weeks time I will be taking an extra 75 mg at lunch. let see if it makes any difference. At the moment I am the same and have been for awhile. Besides all of this I folded my washing after having spent the day in my cave on top of my Bed. I am watching Vlogs now and then Telly, Supper, Telly and then Bed.

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