Done

So I just finished with my Beauty Regime. Well at least MY Face part of the Regime. I will do the rest later. My Skin is feeling much better, I have to say.

Fallen to The Way Side

OK so my Beauty Regime has fallen to the wayside. I have been a really Lazy Girl. Not even a Blob of cream anywhere to speak of. So I will start again just now. I suppose we all go through a slump every now and then. Only our skin pays the Price.

Again

Well as you can see I quite haven't got the look I am looking for in the Blog's Decor. lol. So I have changed yet again. I'm sure it must be quite disconcerting to be consistently arriving at a Blog only to find it has changed.My Girlfriend said she wasn't too sure if she was at the right Blog last time I changed. Well here goes again.

The eroticization of M2F transsexuals by straight men

ELO - Mr.Blue Sky (Original Promo)

You Boob

I just cant get over how many of the Posts put on "You Tube" is all about sexualising they way you come across. I don't want to get into this too much. People can be a Tad sensitive. So I am trying my utmost to be diplomatic about it.

Girl it just does not Cut it You Boob.

lol

Almost good to Go

Well I am feeling a bit better for some rest. Well wont be doing that again for awhile.

Back in ........ (You choose a Colour)

Damn. I picked up a few while away. So to ease the conscience I went to Gym. Sat on the Bicycle for 5 Minutes and then left. Once again Damn I am so unfit. So I will have to get back into it very slowly. Well I am the type that hate Gyming. So I don't like to overdo it. lol. Well lets see how long it takes me to get back to where I was.

Still

I just cant believe how tired I am from the trip. Well I have to admit that while I was away I really didn't get much sleep because of all the noise in the area. So that would explain why I am so tired at the moment.

I'm Back

I'm back and I am quite exhausted. it was a long Trip. Will start Posting from tomorrow.

Notice

SO This is to let you know that I will be away until SUNDAY.

This is the last Post till then.

Enrique Iglesias - Tired Of Being Sorry (MUSIC VIDEO)

Noooo !!!

So my Nails are letting me down they keep chipping. So back to basics. I will have to get a buffer and try again to find a Matt base coat. There has to somewhere that I can find it. Maybe I will go back to the salon i went to long time ago.

So Im Back

I'm back from DR's Appointment. I'm kinda a bit drained since its quite far form where I live. So the new one I started a month ago has been dropped for another and more of the new one. Lets see how this goes.

On The Morrow

So tomorrow I'm off to see my Dr it has been a month now since I have been on the New Meds. It will certainly be interesting as to see what transpires. I personally feel that I need to be put on something else.

Who Said

Nobody said that Life would be easy. I suppose the best we can do is try to get as close as we can to being Androgynous. Well as close as we can without calling attention to ourselves. Well to look at it another way as far away as possible from being Male as we can. No small mean feat.

SHOCKER

For those of us in The Closet. Our whole Lives are based on a Lie. It does not matter if its a lie of Omission an Intentional Lie. Even if we are interacting with the World through different Persona's. It makes little difference we are all living a Lie.

Sshheewwwwww

Well been running around. Just a bit stressed. You know when you have too many things going on. Packets in Hand, Hand bag, purse etc etc. So much so I almost forgot my purse.
Ok so my hand Bag is one of those non Description Male or Manybags. (If that's what you even call it.) But my purse is of the Feminine variety. You will remember I had to change the Last one for it fell apart. So this one is the replacement for that one. I am not too found of it. So in the mean time I'm looking for one to replace. I just hate all these Guess and Chanel etc Purses they look like they were made for Grannies just about to kick the bucket. lol. Plus I'm really not a girl that goes for the Brand names. They are just so tacky. Especially the Haute Courture are you kidding me way over priced. I am a hip Girl not a Granny. lol

So Wrong

Just when I thought I could get away with My Nails I was told to cut them. Why will it never end. I think Im Going to file them down further. Then we will see if they are happy. I don't know which is worse this or School.

Easy Eyebrows tutorial

Getting There

So I have done a bit of work on my Nails they are looking better.  I filed them down so they resemble French done Nails.Not long at all very short in fact. I am typing very delicately now since I have just moisturized my Hands. Well I have to say I should be doing it more often. bear in mind that you have to watch that you don't cross the boundary of looking after yourself and fussing. well you know what I mean. Well I at least think you do.

Almost like Work

Think of a Scrapbook.( Well not that I like Scrap booking) then put on the Net and get people to add Photos etc to different Titles then you have Pinterest. Which really at the end of the day takes time and a lot of surfing. Well mine is starting to look like something. Whether this would fit under therapy I'm not too sure. Therapy should not be arduous it should be Fun, Right? lol. As long as the Girl is Happy.

Before I Forget

I might be having two Girls Vacs at the end of August. Supposedly two small ones. Hopefully they right after each other. Still a long way away. Still looking forward to them. Its been awhile.

Ok So I Like Jazz

Yes I do. Nothing like a good Smokey Jazz Club. I ma not talking about a Dingy smelly who knows when they cleaned it last and what the ..... is that stain on my chair club. No I'm talking about something like a well Designed Club with Luxuriant Decor and Upholstered Booths. With an awesome jazz band like Steely Dan playing. A good Delicious Cocktail or Two and good Company. Now that is a Jazz Club. Not some sleazy back alleyway dive.

Steely Dan live plays "Things I Miss the Most"

So Yes

So I have started my Pinterest. Under my Name, Stasya Doll.  I'm sure that some People are going why would anyone want to have a surname like Doll. Well honey surprise I do. lol.
Anyway its quite addictive in the sens its like Shopping but here you get to see all the awesome Stuff. And I mean really awesome Stuff. So its a bit disconcerting to have to see Stuff that you will if never have. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh. Somebody save me. lol.
Ok I would rather have Surgery and everywhere on My Body. Giggles.

Enrique Iglesias - Maybe

Coooooooollll

So I have discovered Pinterest. So you will find me posting there as well. It takes quite a lot of your time. Soon I will be a Blogger, Pinterest Queen. Not. lol

Change of Heart

So I have been thinking. Which you know by now is a dangerous past time. I thoughts to myself. What is the point in becoming a Member of a blog if there are no benefits. So I hereby withdraw my offer for whoever to comment and ask questions. Only members may comment and ask questions. That will be the benefit of being a Member.

Ohhhh Dear

I found out the other day that My Next Girls Vac will only be at the end of August and will only be a two nighter. I know its a long time away to let the hair down. Still I wont be able to paint my nails then either cause the time is too short. I really like doing a good job of My nails. I just had an idea. I will do my toe Nails and only in the center so the Polish does not seep into the corners etc. Which is a real Bitch to get out in a rush. It will look strange but at least I'm kinda doing what I want. So The Girl will have to happy with that. Better than nothing.

I Confess

yes I have let my Nails go to ruin. I will have to set sometime aside to get them back into shape. Bear in Mind that I cant do them the way I would like to. But that's no excuse for leaving them in a shocking State. The Girl has been Lazy. Giggles.

Same Time next Week

So on the same day next week I would have seen my Doctor. For a First check in to see how the Meds are going. Well lets see. For it has almost been a Month since I started the New Regime. Well they say it takes awhile before you start to see the difference.

Wading

Wading through the last of three Trilogies from Stephen Donaldson. The Last Chronicles of Thomas Covenant "Against All Things Ending". It has been a long time since I started the First Trilogy. So will be glad to finish it now.

In The End by Scott Matthew

we all bear the scars
yeah, we all feign a laugh
we all cry in the dark
get cut off before we start

and as your first act begins
you realise they're all waiting
for a fall, for a flaw, for the end

and there's a past stained with tears
could you talk to quiet my fears
could you pull me aside
just to acknowledge that i've tried

as your last breath begins
contently take it in
cause we all get it in
the end

and as your last breath begins
you find your demon's your best friend
and we all get it in
the end


From the Soundtrack of "Shortbus"

Not What I Thought

Just every now and then you have a dya that you expect to work out one way and then ends up working i the complete opposite.

Sometimes

If you do become Stressed then yo need a Place to retreat to. Mine is Music. Think of it as a Cleaning Detergent. lol

Understanding

So Just to say that Obviously on weekends I can not Post as much as I do during the Weeks. I have to be Careful that I am not Caught Out. You will understand if your CLOSETED.

Official Anthem Of Site

I hereby declare.

 "Walk on By" by The Stranglers as this Blog's 

Official Anthem.

"Which changes according to my Whim and Fancy."

The Stranglers - Walk on by

Two

I have had three Wristlets in Storage for awhile which I got somewhere else( very far away.) Lets say for arguments sake they are borderline. So not too masculine and not too Feminine. So I recently started wearing them each one is different but all have the same look. So I recently got One and then Another. They all are different but have the same look about them. I prefer them that way. They are White with that stressed look.

Maria Callas

Ok so You will think now that I have lost the plot. I am Listening to "Callas" "La Divina" at the moment. I read an Biography of Maria Callas. "Callas" by Anne Edwards published by Orion. Love the Girl. Firstly she is The Best Soprano of all times. Beside that she was a Stunner in the Greek sense. An Absolute Gift. Her Life was a Tragedy in the True Sense of the word. Just thinking of her Tears me up. I have never understood why People with Exceptional Talents always have to live such Tortured Existences. The List is exceptionaly long Kinda reminds me of Myself. lol. Not. Well maybe. Giggles.

Yes I Have

So yes I have been a Busy T Girl. Kinda getting there with the Blog. Just every now and then you will see me Fiddling. So don't be alarmed ladies and Girls if the Blog looks completely different from Time To Time. Its our Prerogative to want to rearrange things.
For the Moment at least I like this Template. Lets see how it goes.

Dame Shirley Bassey

No Doubt a Living Legend. Well for those who even know that She exists. "History Repeating" amongst others is some Of My Fav Songs. Dame Shirley certainly has a lot of My memories locked up in Her Music.
By now you will have noticed that My Love for Music includes a varied selection of Genres. You should never be so Closed Minded to exclude various Genres for fear of being Boxed by your Peers. Damn I am sounding Snooty. lol. In other words Life is too Short to worry about what others think of You. So long as your not hurting anyone, Else Live Large. In Short be who YOU ARE and live for us. Those who are stuck in the Proverbial "CLOSET"

Propellerheads feat: Miss Shirley Bassey - History Repeating

Try To make Sense

So I decide to Post my Cloud of Posts. Not that even I can make Sense of it. It really has A Life of its Own. So Good Luck with that.

Frankenweenie Trailer

Tim Burton

Well there are two Movies coming Out. These are from the Stables of Tim Burton. First is "Abraham Lincoln : Vampire Killer". The "Farkenweenie" Movie is on its way. this one is An Animated Movie. Well enough said Our Fav Director has been busy of late. Cant wait for both of them. The First will go see in the Cinema. The Second will wait for it be on DVD.
Always only go to the Cinema when the Movie is done Justice by the Format etc.

Placebo - Pure Morning HD (Official)

COMMENTS

Comments are more than Welcome. This page although is Part of My Therapy. It is also open to any COMMENTS. Provided they are in Context and are not just Idiotic and Hateful. I am probably the Most Open person I know and that goes for all types of Philosophies and States of Being. I am neither Dumb or Moronic but am most Tolerant provided the statements are not Fundamental in Nature or just Obtuse.

You Wont Believe It

So I went to Gym. I was on the Rowing machine and my Pants where starting to move in a Southerly Direction . So decided to lift myself off the seat to adjust my Pants and then sit down. Remember that your feet are tied into their Foot Sockets (for a lack of a better Word.). So anyway the seat moved a way from me. I tried to get it back. But I fell off the Machine again. lol.

You Know

Well it has been one of those Days. You know when you have something that You Think is going to workout and you kinds have been Banking on it. Going through all the possibilities of what you are gonna do when it does come to pass. So you spend  your Time preparing for the good News. And then when you do get The News its exactly the Opposite of what you expected. Its like getting Punched in the Gut. Well its One of those Days for me. Ordinarily I don't allow My expectations to be built up. Then just once, then it Collapses.

Pink Panther - Peter Sellers as Clouseau, "Does your dog bite"?

Famous But Thick as a Brick

I recently saw something that left me Gob Smacked. I really could not believe it. Now Once again the Woman will remained UnNamed to protect the Vulnerable and the Intelligent. So I was Watching FTV when my Mind was Assaulted by this Woman. Anyway the presenter was in a restaurant and saw someone Famous but ......... Clueless(You Fill in the Blank.) Now get this For One it is in a Restaurant now how this Woman got away with this is only Obvious. Anyway so the Presenter goes up to her to say Hi. She see this, Now get this a Dog sitting on a Chair at the Table. A big Furry Chow slobbering as Dogs do. So the Presenter says to this ....................... Clueless Celeb "Is this your Dog?"

Words can not express how shocked I was . SERIOUSLY.

EOS Adult Pink + Angelic Bambi Eye Blue - HoneyColor - Circle lens revie...

Andro

I think that for the most part for all of those who are in The Closet. We are going to be as happy as we get moving in the Direction of being Androgynous even if it is in small things that we do. You will have to determine what it is that you will be able to get away with. I suppose different things are seen as being Feminine by different People.

Haaaaa Haaaaa

Well this really does not happen very Often So I was Sleeping and dreaming about a Movie Pitch that we were making to this Guy. The thing about Dreams is that straight afterwards you remember. But if you go to Sleep again you lose most of it, So that when you wake up again you dint remember it all. Anyway Someone in the Dream said something Funny. It was so Funny that I woke Up laughing and it was so Funny that I couldn't stop laughing. It was so Cool. I think we all could do with waking up Laughing.

Veeeryyyy Niiicee

So Cool so yesterday I got to go and get most of the Materials that I need to make My Doll. I just need to see if I can get some Copper Sheeting. I don't really like doing these type of things Half Assed. I give it my all or don't do it at all. So I will need some extra tools fro the Copper Plating. Which I have a feeling isn't going to be cheap. So I might have to hold off on it for awhile. Until I can get everything together. For the Moment I am going to work on a Pattern and do a Calico test version of it to smooth out any faults or Problem Area. Round about now I have to explain the apart from being an Artist I also studied Fashion so I can do pretty much anything. I really wanted to do a Doll like this since I Loooooooooovve Cool Soft Toys.

9 - Official Trailer

So Sue Me

Yes I am going to Hand Sea a Hessian Doll in the lines of "No 9" from the Movie "9". Its gonna be quite Daunting since I am already as to how to achieve a specific look> never mind since I can Be quite ingenious. Well once in a Blue Moon. It will take awhile since I need to find someone with an Overlocker.

George Michael - You Have Been Loved

Defining Sexy

Really if you think about it really it is not what you wear or do not wear. Lets start off with the G String. So I wear one but I also go "A la Naturale". So how do we define that having a piece of String between your Cheeks is the height of Sexiness.
Bear in mind that in past Centuries the More Natural Woman was considered desirable as opposed to the ( I was watching TV News and they had these two Blondes the one was Overly Tanned you know that Leather look that has been Oiled. Any how they both had the "Frog Leg Look". ( here by I copyright that saying) Anyway back to the Frog Leg, A stick or Bone with a piece of meat attached to it and a dangling appendage which resemble a foot. ( Dependent on the type of Shoe) I digress the idea here is that Sexiness is really defined by the Society , Culture, Religion, Phobias etc. Which happens to be in Place at that Specific Moment.


So to bring it Home. There are certain Individuals that can not keep themselves out of the Constant Glare of the Media Hounds. (Their Names will be withheld to Protect the Instant and those with Intelligence.)
How could we Possibly Define Sexiness in One Area that would be found to be in Bad Taste and Garish in another Area. But more to The Point. There are Programs that depict Babies going to Pageants. (Now that concept can be revisited at another stage) So anyway take One Our Dazzling, Bling Eye Shutting, Garish, Tarts (Giggles) and present a documentary of them to Starving People in Darfur or Wherever. Now the Reason it has to be A Documentary. Is that their Publicists would dress them down as not to Offend the Local Populace. How Erroneous or even Hypocritical.  Or even more Startling is that These same kids can be paraded around in the full Glare of the Media as a Point of PC Sexiness. One of the Tarts lipsticks could Feed the Kid for a Day. I don't mean literally


See yes there are different forms OF Sexiness as Defined by Our Current Culture which would be Considered to be In Poor Taste in another Culture. Or even in Our Own Culture come to think of it. 


Anyway back to the String between the Bum. Seriously Sexiness is something that comes from within and really does not need any Assistance from Garb etc. More Importantly is that we have placed the Unnecessary emphasis that has Endorsement of those who need certain trends to be Maintained so that they can Go To Ibetha or what ever it is Called.


So back to the String so in some cultures it would not even feature since wearing a Leaf hiding the Valuables is considered the Norm. So they would not even blink if you Pitched up wearing a String Bikini. The only thing it could set a Fashion Trend especially the neon colors they come in.


So really how do we we get in touch With The Inner Sexiness.
Stay Tuned for Further Episode of  "My Gosh the Tranny can speak allot of .......... " You fill in the Blank. Obviously Dependent on which side of the aisle you sit. lol

I Did

So I went a got Mc Donald's last night and Pigged Out. Two Burgers and Super Sized Chips and Coke. So for the Moment My Craving has been satiated. But I have already started thinking about what to have on the Weekend. I will have to do a serious amount of gym next week. This week I have been lazy. It really is difficult to lose if you have these Cravings. lol

Barbara Streisand & Barry Gibb "What Kind Of Fool"

Funeral

Well it has come to this. I am gonna have to get rid of My First Panties. Since they served Me Well. But I have to let them go because they are a bit Worse for Wear. Ordinarily I would want to Frame them. lol But obviously that's not gonna happen.
I can just imagine how the Conversation would go. So Why are these Panties framed on your Wall? Now how do you even begin to Answer that Question?

Crave

I recently got put on a new Regime of Meds. Since I started I have noticed a few Changes. It is still early Days. But the most noticeable is that I have or get cravings. Ordinarily I am a Vegetarian. Not that I am hung about it. But out of the Blue I now Crave Ham Burgers. Not just any type Ms Donald's. I am sure they would be  Happy to find Out. Any way I have to satiate it tonight. Cool that I have a bit of tonight to Myself.

Change

So every now and then you have to got through change. Which for most of the time is that which you cannot avoid. So the person who lived next to us is moving and there is someone New coming. The only thing is we dont know who that Person is. So this should be interesting. Nothing like a Change to shake things Up. Anyway I saw this really cute sticker today. it was of A baby wrapped in a blanket that had the LGBT Colours on it. Above it had written Born This Way. Cool Hey.

You Don't Know This

One thing you don't about me. Well there is a lot of things you don't know about me. Well for One I'm an Artist. Now then I say that I don't mean some Aunt who is able to knit coasters or do Decoupage or even Mosaic. These People are Creative.
I used to paint Commercially until I got sick of it and decide to stop. So I haven't painted in a number of years. Since it took a lot out of me. Now I think I am ready to start again.Except this time it will be for me. Well I will only paint that which Grabs me. No I did not mean that. Lol.
Anyway I am thinking of doing something on large format. Canvas with Acrylic. Possibly a Forest landscape. Well not the Normal type.
So if you start to see Art related Links on this Blog from now on you will know why.

Again

So I am back to normal again. Not that I was very different during My Girls Vac. I am pretty much wearing G Strings when ever I get a chance. Also when there is no chance of getting caught. I have painted my toe nails with a nail strengthener which is transparent. I tried to get the Matt one. But apparently its no longer made. So I got the shiny one. just got to keep mt toes covers with socks pretty much all the time.