No Sense

I think to maintain my Sanity and this is no Joke. For living in the Closet and sneaking around doing various things is taking its toll.So I have come up with a Plan. For arguments sake I am Androgynous from now. Not to say that I stop being Trans. Its just a lot easier dealing with the way I see my self fitting in. It would be a balancing act so not being overtly feminine but not Neanderthal cum cave man. Well I hope this makes sense. Its being Trans but watering down so I can cope. So I don't have to put myself through the ringer for not achieving anything. It really is about being able to bare going forward without have an absolute Melt Down.