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So I am back from My Therapist. Still the Sessions are way too short.
I have come to a conclusion. That I have created a alternative Reality to cope with my longing to be Out and functional as a T Girl. Others would say that you are living in your head. I suppose there is many ways to describe being disassociated from Reality and even your body. I think that those that are Out almost forget what it was like to be stuck. I cant say that it is same for every one. That would be a generalization. We all become voyeurs to some degree or other. simply because anything else would be like a constant darkness with no end in sight. I am sure that there of us who committed suicide for some  reason or other.
I personally know of a T Girl that is not allowed to come out and she has already try to commit suicide.  This is no Joke in fact its deadly serious. Actually its quite depressing to say the least. When does end and Get Better.