I Was

I was thinking about something and now I haven't a clue what I was thinking about that's what happens when you run around. My dreams at the moment are really awesome. Only thing is I keep waking up when the Dream is getting really interesting. Why the Heck that happens I have no Idea.
Ok I remembered now its about themes repeating themselves in regards to being Trans and in the Closet. I suppose its not much different for Normal People since they have themes that run through their lives. Except we have those plus the additional stuff that run through our lives. What has been concerning me lately is the difference between the Reality of stuff as opposed to the Fantasy. By Fantasy I mean how you picture yourself in your mind as well as how you see things working Out as opposed to the reality of things. This topic is enough to make anyone Depressed. Unfortunately the difference between the two is Often really huge. This is probably one of the main reasons we suffer from Depression. Every now and then you will see a post that is similar to this since its a topic that really does not go away. Its all to do with Expectations. Unfortunately sometimes our expectations can be often misplaced. Scream it almost be like a nightmare but here there is no release.