Robyn - Hang With Me ( live at the Rimmel Room)

Being Transgender in Law School

Vlogs

I cant say just how many Vlogs I have seen of peoples Transition Time Line. I suppose each ones unique in the way it went down. But none the less they all have common themes in them. I am not trying to detract from their experiences. But I am becoming jaded. For instance I am like ok I have seen the similar theme about a hundred times. ( Not Literally). I love that there are so many people willing to share their Time lines with us. It just takes a lot out of me. I hope this all makes sense.

Found Out.

So I found Out the dates for my next Me Time. I was hoping it was going to be longer. Is from the Sat 9th of March to the Tues 12th of March. Which makes it a Three Nighter. I suppose its better than nothing. I really like it when its during the week. I know that there will be another One Nighter this Month. Well supposedly it will be later in the Month. Well that's pretty much the Month of March covered. I think there might be some in April. Still once again we will have to wait to find out whats happening. Well March hasn't even begun so I will be patient and enjoy the ones that are within the Month.

So My Therapist phoned to say that our time today is not available and could I come later. Since I live far away I cant go so late because I am going to get caught up in the afternoon rush. Which I hate. I don't know about you but I am not one for crowds. I kinda like to be left alone and not carried by their crowd making their way home. What is cool now is that I get two sessions next week. Which I am thinking we can make into one long one. Well lets see what happens. I'll discuss it with My Therapist.

Phoenix City Council "Bathoom Bill" rant.

Gym

I will be going to Gym Just now. Hopefully I don't suffer too much today. Because of the Party last night. Well if I do then its my own fault. lol. You want to Party then you must suffer. lol.

I Survived

Well last night was pretty cool. The DvD was a bit lack luster. But I did want to see. So either way its Ok. I did not drink too much so it was not like I was on my Ear Drunk. So all in all it was a good One Nighter. I think that the next one is on the 8th or 9th of march. Which is not too long away. that one is going to be a couple of days maybe 4 or 5. Which will be really cool. So then I will really be able to let My hair down as it were. If I keep posting this the better it going to be I think. lol Only Kidding.

Kylie Minogue - Chocolate

Damn

Damn these Transitioning Vlog's it is just depressing for me to watch them is torture  I am happy for the Girl that gets To Transition. They are normally a slide show set to Music. For me it brings me to tears to see others transition knowing it will never happen to me. Whats worse is to see them go through the whole thing. The Before and After.

Spelling etc

I just love how my Grammar and spelling works. lol. Sometimes I reread My Post and have a good laugh at the ways I write things or put things across. Its pretty much how I think Generally. Still I have a good laugh. The is one thing I positively believe in and that's never take yourself too seriously. Well at least its entertaining for me. This Blog certainly is Therapy for me. Still I have to hold back for There are certain things I cannot speak about or even elude to. For very obvious reasons.

Tempted

I have been tempted to do Posts on You Tube. I would obviously have to either wear a mask or black out my Face. So that no one could identify who I am. The only thing would be the voice. Yet it sounds like too much of a risk. So for the Moment I will not do it. That's why its a temptation.

Around

So I did a bit of running around today to get all My Party stuff. Got some Vod (Vodka) and them some food and last but not least the DvD's. So I am set for tonight. Imagine that I have to go to Gym tomorrow. I just don't know how that is going to turn out.
I popped into see My Tattoo Artist during My running around. Which was Cool. talked about going to the Drag Show. Still have to find out when and what. That is going to be super cool.
Had My Black Thongs while running around. Didn't do my nails it is to short to do them for I would have to take them off tomorrow. I keep that for the Longer Me Times. So that I can revel in that. Yaaaahhhh.

Tomorrow

So I will have to run about tomorrow just to get a few things. I have decide that I am going to watch some Dvd's. I have an Idea of what I want to watch but I will still see what the store has before making a final decision.  Yes I  know it sounds like a really heavy decisions to make. So I will have to keep my wits about me. lol. For tomorrow Night is My Me Time. I know it sounds lame just watching Dvd's. The thing is I get to watch what I want to at least. Which is a big deal since I loovvveeee Movies and Documentaries. Nothing like watching a Good Movie by yourself. So you can really get into it you can stop it when you want to get something etc.

Another Day

So its Cool for I have been able to postpone the thing I was supposed to do tomorrow until Saturday. So that frees up my day. Which I was hoping for. Just every now and then you have to do something on a day that you wish it was not on and then you make plans to do it on another day. Its cool but as long as it does not end up being a trend. They call it procrastination. Which i suppose I am guilty of. Take me awaaaaaayyyy. lol.

Busy

This coming week I will be fairly busy. Not too busy that I wont manage but it does require me running around  So the one thing I was supposed to do on Wednesday I have changed to Tuesday. Remember that Tuesday Night is My Me Time. A one Nighter. So I really don't want to be running around too much on Wednesday. Since it will be that day after the Night Before. If you get my meaning. I hope Tuesday turns out Ok and does not Turn into A bust. Which would be really Sad.

Mall

So went to this mall in the next City. It was supposed to have been revamped. Which it was . But did not really do anything for me. Since it seemed to much the same. Just clothes stores and novelty stores. So that was a bit of a Bust. Well its ok took a bit of a trip which is good. They say that change is as good as a Holiday. So then I had a bit of a Holiday. lol,

Transgender at 11: Listening to Jazz

Drag

This is something that you might have some what of an Idea. But then again you might not. Well here goes I love Drag Queens. I think that they are seriously Fab. On My Tumblr I have a few Vlogs of Drag Queens. Mt tattoo Artist is going to give some Discs of Drag Queens. I just haven't been there yet to pick them up yet. I think I will try this week. Well that's the idea. Hence wanting to sneak away to go see a Drag Show quite away from where I live. My Tattoo Artist and Myself will be going. lets see how it works Out.

Imagine

I cant Imagine that there is much difference between Gestures I do now and the Gestures I would do if I was Out. Yet there is a possibility that they could be vastly different. You just have to grow your nails to understand what I am talking about. Not that My nails ever get to the length I would want them to be. You just have to watch others who have long nails it changes everything. Typing at the computer becomes a different task. Just generally doing stuff becomes a different way  Simply because they don't want to chip or Break a Nail. Just do some observation to see what I am talking about. This is circumstantial gestures for the sake of keeping your nails protected. Then there are other gestures which having nothing to do with protecting anything. These are the gestures we have to watch since Men don't do them at all. The way you walk and hold your hands, Sitting. How you sit and where your hands happen to be. The list goes on and on. These are the things that would give us away.

Jinkx Monsoon: "Here's to the Ladies in Drag"

Sloth

Today I was a real Sloth. I think we all get those days when we just wish we could spend the whole day in Bed. Actually I get those days quite often. lol. No seriously I do. lol. Or even those days when you just cant get out of bed. You literally have to be dragged from your bed. Then there those when all you wanna do is Take Cat naps. Now this has to be the most interesting Post Ever.

Fly

Fly away weeks for I look forward to the Me Times that are coming. Lets not wish our lives away. So I will have one long one and a short One Nighter during March. Which is quite cool. That is what I was told at least. I do have a One Nighter next week which also cool.

Getting Ahead

I am Getting Ahead of Myself here. But I have to say this that this coming Tuesday Night I am going to be left to get up to my own  nonsense. In Other words its a Me Time. I have managed to save up some money so I can get some Vodka. Remember this year I am really broke so I have to save up for these Me Times. Even though its One Night only it will be a good chance for me to let My Hair Down. That's a saying. lol. I think I might be having Longer ones in March and April. So hold fingers on that one.

Hello Dolly

So I am back from My Session. Which was Ok. As I said I am in a bit of Fug. Touched on a number of issues. Yet the time always flies when your in Session. So your really don't get to delve to deeply into the issues that you want to touch on in a particular Session. Never the Less. It is what it is. (Dont you just hate that saying)

T Session

So in a little while I will be off to My once a week Session. I am kinda lazy at the Moment. Actually I have been lazy for awhile now. I would hesitate o say that I am lazy all round. lol. No but seriously  lol. Your wandering what that has to do with My Sessions. Well if your not in the Mood then your session is not going to go as well as you would hope it to go. I think that I am just in a Fug at the moment. Which has lasted for quite awhile this time. Aaaaahhh. I know if only it was that easy to snap out of it. Oh How many times are we going to go around this Mountain. It does get a bit repetitive after awhile. For you that are in the Closet you will know what I mean. Well I should hope so. Dont tell me that I am the only one who feels like this. The possibility is there. Can you imagine!!
W"ell we have been dealing with a lot of the past. So there is that at least.

Gwen Stefani - 4 In The Morning

The More

I have mentioned this before but it bears repeating. The more you hear or listen to T Girls come out the Closet story and their road to Transition the more it sounds the same. Its like the story is Universal. Obviously they cant all be exactly the same. But there is a common Thread that weaves through them all. So much so that it does become a bit tedious to hear another one.Lets not become cynical. I suppose and I suppose a lot. That its different for us since we are watching from the side lines. Instead of going through the process ourselves. So to some extent I suppose we are Jealous. Go Figure right.

Strange

I am not too sure how I am going to be able to relate this story. Yet I feel I need to for a number of reasons. lets say the Gist of the story is why Dont people just keep their noses out of other peoples business. Let me say this that one person has a Facebook page which they post stuff they get up to. This other person does not have a Life and feels the need to put their into others Business  The result of all this is that the person with the Facebook decided to delete their Facebook simply to keep this person out of their business. Now how much does that suck. Hopefully that all made sense. When I heard it it was no surprise for I am aware of the person who sticks their nose where it does not belong all the time. Still it does not make it right.

Transgender child predicts her future - Dateline

Living A Transgender Childhood3 - Dateline

Living A Transgender Childhood2 - Dateline

Living A Transgender Childhood1 - Dateline

Sad

It really is A Sad Day today. The reason why is that one of My Fav Vlog Channel has come to an end. That is Androgenetics. It has been one of my best and I always looked forward to the different postings that the members did. Only those that have been following them would know how cool the Channel was. They have not deleted the Channel so all the previous Vlogs are still there. Yet it does make up for the fact that they are no longer going tho move forward. I think that the individuals will continue to Post on their own channels. Which is what I hope fore. since they are all awesome in their own rights. I know that the only constant thing is Change. Still it does not make for the fact that there is a void now.

TransByDef: Special Guest Video - 7 questions

This Week

Its going to be busy this week. Besides all the normal things I have to do there some extra things I am going to have to do. What really amazes me every time is just how fast these weeks are flying. I don't know if it is just My perception but the weeks for this year are flying. Like for instance Feb is almost over. Before you know it will November again. Well I love the end of the Year since we get to go away. Its not always a definite thing so I cant always count on it. But its cool when it does happen.

How Bizarre

Sometimes you think that you know People  This weekend I was told something that made me go No Ways are you Serious. Well not in those exact words but you get the gist of it. So I would never have said that this person was even capable of doing what I was told. Even now my mind Boggles. So don't be surprised that one day somebody who you thought you knew goes and does something out of Character. Oh Yes this instant was not a good thing. It wasn't necessarily an Evil thing. It was what the .......... were you thinking kinda incident.

Tumblr

So it seems that everyone is migrating to Tumblr. I think because its more interactive. I am on Tumblr except I use it for posting awesome Vlogs when I find them. Well it really is a personal preference  I have also started there since it is interactive. Yet my Blog that I post to the Most is this one. So all the things I have to say is here. Well if you want to call it a Journal or Diary. I suppose you can
http://stasyadoll.tumblr.com/

Reading

So I have finished two books and now I am on my Third. The first Two were "Fable" from the Game Fable. Then "Spellbound" a collection of short stories. Now I am busy reading "The Glass Word". I was kinda worried there for a moment for I was stuck in the Middle of another book which for some reason I was just not able to finish. Which is unusual for me since there has only ever been One book which I could not finish. Which I am not going to mention. So at least I now know it was just the book and not that I had lost interest in Books. Since I do Love Books.

Celebration

Everyday from now on is a Celebration. Well that is if My Computer works. So as long as it works its a Celebration. Lets not Jinx it. So moving right along.

Foundations For Pale Skin

Vlogs

The really is no good Vlogs at the moment. Which is such a pity since I have been looking forward to watching something good in the time My Computer was not operating. Only to see that when it is working that nothing worthwhile was posted. I suppose you cant always get what you want. That sounds like a Song.

Yep

So My Tattoo Artist said they would go with me to the Drag Show. The one I mentioned a time back. The one that is very far away. I will have to see how things work  out in the next few months before I can make a decision as when to go. It just depends on a few things and Maybe a Me Time for it to work. At least I will have something to look Forward. Then I am not getting My hopes up too high  Since I don't know how good its going to be.

Frustration

My Computer is still giving me hassles. Well for the moment its working. Cant say for how long. At least I am able to post for the moment. Nothing like having things fall apart on you.

T Session

So I saw My Therapist today which was alright. I have to say not the best session ever. But still it was Ok. I suppose you cant always have fantastic session especially when dealing with what we are dealing with. it has to be heavy every now and then. Well it could actually be a lot heavier all the time. Thinking about it there are just times you just don't really want to deal with all the heavy stuff all the time. It really does drain you of all your energy. Which makes it harder then to deal with the normal run of the Mill.

At Last

I have been having major problems with My Computer hence the late Post. I am hoping that tomorrow wont be a repeat of today. Nothing worse than not being able to access the Net. Just goes to show just how much we rely on it.

Another

So I went to see my Tattoo Artist to try and make an appointment. To get my tattoo on my back finished. Unfortunately the Tattoo Artist has had an operation on the hand which is used to do Tattoos with. So it will be a very long while before another Tattoo can be done. Which I understand fully. I am not that insensitive  its the Tattooers work life that is on the line. So I said I would go back in a couple of months. Just so the hand can get sometime to heal.

Doctor

so I was supposed to see My Doctor but the appointment was cancelled. Which is a bit of a pain for now I have to try to plan around when I can see the Doctor again. Both My Doctor and My Therapist are far away. So its not as simple as making another appointment. Now I have to set time aside for me to go and see the Doctor. That is the reason its a bit of a Pain for its a journey.

Dont be scared, hormones will change everything.

Wondering

I was thinking ( No not Again) Yes I was. lol. I was thinking if Trans people were to become accepted in the Main Stream of Society. What would the next Minority be. Since we are The last of the LGBT Family that is still being Discriminated against in a huge way. We are definitely in the Minority when it come to The LGBT Community and in General. Supposedly the numbers goes like this There are 1 MtF in every 30 000 and then there is 1 FtM in every 100 000. I don't how recent these figures are but its something to go by. Not that this really affects me in any way but its interesting to know about.

Drake Jensen (feat. Willam Belli from RuPaul's Drag Race) - Stand By You...

Queens

I have always been into Drag Queens. Nothing new. So if you start seeing more clips of Drag Queens then you will understand. One Of My Favs, Amnesia Sparkles does not seem to be making as many Vlogs as she used to. So I have to post some of My other Drag Queen Favs. Which is not such a big thing. But I kinda Miss her. We can thank RuPaul for his shows that have Made Drag Queens a little more main Stream. Not that we needed them to be. What most people don't understand is that we T Girls are part of a Larger Family and that is the LGBT Community. So when there is something to celebrate within the Community we celebrate it.
So any way back to My Love Of Drag Queens. Just to get the record straight I Luuuuv Drag Queens.

I Can't

I can't believe how fast last week went. Then again it is Perception. So what I was supposed to do last week I will hopefully get to do this week. Otherwise it will just pile up and I don't like that. Don't like that is not strong enough. I ..........  that! is probably better.

Shame

My Nails are looking awesome at the moment. Which means I better cut them before it becomes an issue. You must always be one step ahead. Its such a Shame but they do grow really fast. I kinda have to cut them at least once a week. For they grow like Wild Fire which is such a Pity. Well what can a Girl do.

WILLAM BELLI: EXCLUSIVE INTERVIEW

Negative

So I was made aware of something somebody said about me today. Well lets not beat about the bush. It was something positively Negative. In other words they disrespected me. they were being nasty and it was totally uncalled for. Now I could have responded but chose not to since I really don't want to get into it and I really don't want to waist my energy but getting involved. |I just know now that I need to avoid the Person that said it. What fascinates me is this it takes something like this for you truly to find out what People really think of you. you up until now it was fine never had any altercation and all of a sudden wham.
I thought I would just share this. I am looking past it. Life continues thank goodness. The world does not stop it continues with or without you. So you might as well just keep on. Sometimes easier said than done I know.

Run

So I have just come back from a Mall which is very very far away. It is small but really cool. Unlike The large ones where they are packed with People. This one does have People yet the aisles are bigger and the shops have not been depleted. So you can find what your looking for. Fortunately I was bought two pairs of Pant. ( Just in case you follow fashion, it is not Pant, its Pants silly People) So back to the pants it was more on Whim than anything else. Ok they are still Boy Pants. What can you do I am in The Closet. I suppose that in some way its the same if I were shopping as My self. I just would be in the Girls department as opposed to the Boys.

The Journey of a Lifetime - The Final Edit

The Next

The next Post I am posting( Now that took a lot of thought, Sometimes I shock myself) The First Song on the Vlog is awesome. Also the Story or Montage is cool but once again the First Song is very coool. lol The reason I posted it and that is for the ............. (Once Again)

Change

you will have to excuse me for at the moment I would really like to have something different happen to me. Fro I need some change from the Routine I am in at the moment. They that change is good as a holiday. So I need a holiday from my Routine. Does that make any sense. I suppose it does. I really think I am looking to add to My routine so I can have a fuller life apart from the one I have now. Ohh my ....  for Change. (fill in the blank as you see necessary) I cant wait for My Me Time. Unfortunately it is  a long time from now. Well not really. Lets say two months from now. Yes lets Say.

I Cant Say

I really cant say that this is easy for me. That is Blogging for it strikes to the very core of My situation. Yes I know its supposed to be Therapy but it also brings up Issues that I am aware of but to be constantly reminded of them is also Painful. So sometimes I have a lot to say which are my better days then there are times when I really Don't have anything to say which are my Bad days. Then there is a mix of the Two. so believe me when I say its not easy.

Becoming Me (Full Episode)

Runway Looks: Raven

Session

Well to say the least yesterdays session was a bit tough but interesting. I will share this much as you well know I don't share anything about any of My sessions. My Blog came up and the question was who am I doing it for? Which in of itself it an interesting question. So which is it. I am going to allow you to make that decision for me.

Laser Hair Removal - Q&A!

Tranny Session

So today I am having or got a Tranny Session. I have to say that I am Drained at the Moment (Mentally). So lets see how that influences my Session. (Damn I got something in My Eye.) I think that sometimes speaking about something all the time instead of actually just being can cause a Drain on your energy. That is probably why I feel so Drained at the Moment. Yesterday I went on one of My rants trying to express something that I think most people doesn't get about being in the Closet. Being in the Closet can also drain you of all your energy. Simply because your constantly on Guard. This is the reason why I need a Me Time. Unfortunately the first one is in March sometime. So its awhile away. What is worse is that This Year I am broke. So I Dont know how I am going to be able to get My Party Stuff organised. For those who Dont know about My Me Times its the time when I am left to my own devices and I get drunk and up to mischief. Normally they are only two days. This year it seems that they are going to be quite long I hope. I have no control over what happens. So I just wait until I am told whats going to happen.
I need a Me Time.

MOLESTED FOR MONES!!!

Trust

When in The Closet it makes for a interesting dilemma. This is the one where you try to find a Therapist that is experienced in Trans matters that you can go to under the false pretenses of seeing a Therapist because your Depressed. Which is what I do. Not to say that I am not Depressed. So going to a Therapist is the one Person you can come Out to. So its a huge leap in faith. Also you have to feel comfortable enough to Trust the Therapist. Which is also a Huge thing to find one that you feel comfortable with and one that you can trust  So sometimes you have to see more than one for you to find your One. Sometimes you get lucky and the first one you see is yours. Ok That's for those of us in the closet.
Now for those that are Out. It also helps to find medical people that are Trans Friendly and are aware of the needs of Trans People. So Once again you have to find someone you can trust. That is why I posted this Vlog as a to be Careful Who You Trust.

If Only

I have not spoken about this for a long time. That is Personas. I think I have to for sometime People misunderstand what we mean. it can be made into something really complex or it can be made into something simple. If only we did not have to through this because it really takes a lot of energy to keep the Personas going. Everyone has different Persona and it really comes down to how they interact with those around them This is specifically for those that are still The Closet and not those that are Out.

Personas are Constructs or ways of interacting with the People around you. For instance if your speaking to a Butch Male you cant be yourself otherwise you stand the chance of being Outed amongst other things. So when interacting with this Person you develop a way of masking yourself by creating a persona to interact with the Jock. This way you are not in danger of being Outed. Plus you also have to get into the Mindset of the Person your speaking to. So Jocks like speaking about sports and girls, cars etc. So even you may hate all of these you put on an act to keep this Person going. Thinking that they are speaking to a fellow Jock. Mean while they are speaking to a T Girl. Who would really be speaking about anything but what your are that moment. You might not never want to speak to a Jock when your Out. Then you Dont have to pretend to something your not. Hence Personas.

I just hope this all makes sense. Some of us have more than One Persona. This allows the T Girl to interact with just about anyone. You might say this is the same as normal people. Yet that might be true but here you are trying to keep the person at arms length so you not in Danger of being Outed. Where as normal People do the same thing to keep people from discovering who they are and not of being Outed. The danger is not the same since we are a different Gender trying not to be discovered. Which would have serious repercussions like being rejected and disowned.

Really Cool

So I was imaging stuff in a horizontal position. lol Which you can decide as to how that interprets. Which would be pretty standardized into the following words. Day Dreaming in a horizontal position. lol. Talk about going on!
Anyway I was and I was walking into a Doctors room and I was Proudly Out. I was really tall and had really super high heels which made me super fantastically Tall. I was dressed more like a really good looking Drag Queen not a Garish One. What with a wig and all that. I had to bend down when walking through the door into the Doctors room. So all in all I was pretty intimidating. I also could feel that I had all the plastic Surgery that I would really want to have done. ( Believe me I ever had the Money and was Out I would want numerous surgeries done. By the time I was finished I would not look anything like what I look like now.) So I walked into the room and all the people eyes that were waiting there were on me. I could hear there thoughts. For instance OMG. Kinda like freaked Out. But who cares. lol

Maturity.

Fantasy Books

So I have just finished the "Fable" book. An offshoot from "Fable" the Game. Which I am so Proud of since its been awhile since I have finished a book. ( I normally read a lot). So at the moment I am reading "Spellbound" which is short Fables. There seems to be quite a lot in the book which is cool since it makes each one quite short. Well Fables can be long but not in this book. The other weird thing is that the book starts at the back cover and moves forward. Hopefully it is supposed to be like that and not a publishing error  Which would be quite dumb. I think I am going to read a few self contained books before I launch off on one of those long series of books something like a trilogy or even more. The one series I am still going to read is about 13 books. Which in as far as series goes is huge

T Girls Vlogs

At the moment I am watching all the new Vlogs I have discovered. One of them is the Trans Girls. Unfortunately it seems that they all come from the same country. Which is Canada. I stand to correction. I was hoping for something More International  It would have been so much better. I suppose I cant complain  For I found what I was looking for.

Dog part 2

I really did not know how tired I was yesterday after doing all the stuff I needed to do. So much so I went and had a nap. Hence the very short Posts. I just was not in the zone when it came to posting. I suppose the Posts reflected that. So at least I got to sleep that off. It was a bit of a unusual day for me. Anyway that is behind me now. What really surprises me always is just how fast the weeks go. We are already in Feb with the Festive Season behind us. Which feels like it was yesterday.

Damiana with "Drag Race" Queens from Seasons 1-4 and Fabulous Guests at ...

Vlogs

I just found a new Vlog channel which is quite awesome since its all with T Girls. For awhile I was thinking why cant I find a collaboration Channel With T Girls. There are other Channels for other Groupings. Just not any for T Girls. its not the best organised but at least there is one. Which makes me so happy. So at least there's that

Reading

I was just reading one of my Posts having a little Giggle. I very rarely reread My Posts apart from doing all the spelling. Then I post. So if sometimes it does not make sense that's why. How small are these Posts today. lol. I suppose that comes from working like a Dog.

Dog

So I have been working like a Dog today. So I decide to get all the stuff out of the way before Blogging. I am  just thinking that Dogs can be quite lazy. So why the saying then. Go figure.

Before

I have spoken about this before. That is Trans Girls getting into the Adult Industry to make Money for many reasons. But one of them is that they aren't able to find work as T Girls. This no the only reason. Yet it is Sad to think that we aren't supported by Society in General. There are countries that if you cant find a job for whatever reason you are given money by the State. Yet those countries are in the extreme Minority.

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Vlogs

I am surprised because there aren't any really good Vlogs to watch. Yesterday was much the same except for one. Today there just aint any at all. It seems like this weekend is really a bit of a bust when it comes to finding anything. Went to The Dvd store to get a Dvd. It was Out.  Where has all the stuff gone to.

Much The Same

Well today is much the same as yesterday. Did not buy anything just ran around at the Malls. Same thing. Still looking for something specific. I don't think will be able to find what its out there to be found  Which I would say is a bit strange. Well go figure stranger things have happened.

Zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Well I had a beauty sleep actually more like a catnap. It has to be done for recharging the batteries is of extreme importance. I love having catnaps especially when the Linen is inviting. You have to have an Inviting Bedroom. For that's were you get your rest and rejuvenate  Your Bedroom is your Haven from the rest of the World your little Nest. So doll it up with all the things that make you Happy etc. Well I don't have to tell you to do that. You know that already.

Totes Vintage, Like

Tired

Yep being doing the running around at the Mall today. A one that is very far from where we Live. Not that I got anything. I really did not see anything that I liked. I suppose I'm going through a phase. I really think that I have way too much stuff at the moment. That I don't need anymore stuff for awhile. I hardly even use the stuff that I have at the moment. Why should I get anymore stuff?

Jinkx Monsoon

 Just love that Vlog from Jinkx Monsoon that I posted yesterday on Tumblr. I watched it a few times yesterday. Just love that Cabaret aspect of Drag Shows as opposed to the whole Club scene. Not that there is anything wrong with Clubs. The cabaret aspect of Drag is more of an Art Piece with feeling and meaning behind it in the context that it is portrayed. Now that was a Mouthful was it not.

Naughty

So I missed One session of Gym this week. I just did not feel like going on that particular Day. Which will happen. Even though it has taken a lot of effort to even begin getting back into Routine. Especially since I am not a huge Fan of going to Gym. its more like a necessary evil for me. I suppose if I want to get into Shape which I am not yet. Still a far way to go. I certainly don't want to look like a Gym Bunny. That is I Dont want muscle all over the Place. I just want to loo like a normal Girl.

Right

So I came late from My Therapy Session. Which is ok since the next one will be earlier even though it is still late. I think from March I will be able to get a better time. Well it went Ok but Normally the first one is a bit of a bust. For just as soon as your getting started then the Time is Up. Plus I hate that phrase "Your Time is Up" its like saying that is all the Time I Have for You so bugger off. lol. Well never the less we can start the next Session where we left off. That is if I remember to bring up the same Topic. For I might have another Topic to speak of when we convene the next One. So that was this weeks Tranny Session.