I Cant Say

I really cant say that this is easy for me. That is Blogging for it strikes to the very core of My situation. Yes I know its supposed to be Therapy but it also brings up Issues that I am aware of but to be constantly reminded of them is also Painful. So sometimes I have a lot to say which are my better days then there are times when I really Don't have anything to say which are my Bad days. Then there is a mix of the Two. so believe me when I say its not easy.