All in All

I am still feeling bummed. Maybe not as much as the other day but still it's there. Well let me put in a different way I am depressed. I remember watching this T Girl doing her Vlog about Shaving. I think I have mentioned it already. For me it was a moment of disassociation of Myself as I am presented at this moment in time. It was quite voyeuristic. Still it helped me some what to watch for it gave me a little bit of relief. I don't know if this is making sense at all. Well it helped me to identify as her as opposed to me. Just one of those existential moments.