Numb

I am just a little bit Numb today. Ok make that a little bit more than just a little bit. Some things have jst got to me and it will be awhile before I can process them. I think at best we can only take so much before either imploding or simply just shutting down. I normally just Shutdown. There is just so much that the Meds can do the rest i have to handle myself. It's amazing but we are essentially alone and have to deal with whatever by Ourselves, Nobody can feel for you or go through things for you. Well that's an obvious. The interesting thing is that for me it always happens in three's. That is things that go wrong.