Feeling

I have to say that I am feeling some what different about being Trans. Maybe it's just that I have mature in the way that I view myself. Well I feel more mature its not such an adventure its more just the stability that I am experiencing.. So I think that on the timeline I would be past my Puberty and teenager years. Well they say you go through two puberties being Trans. Not hormonaly speaking for myself. I think if I were ever to go on hormones it would be three puberties. Since the one is an emotional puberty not a hormonal one. Sometimes I even feel like a Granny since I view all the really Young ones going through the different Angsts that they go through. I don't know how I would cope were I to come out. One never knows.