Around Again

I think for the most part the agony of going around and around the same issues is a bit maddening. Especially because your in the closet. You don't get to experience the entire gamut. For instance you can not explore your sexuality because your really cemented into what situation you find yourself. meaning that if you were to be a bit adventurous it would call attention. Being in the Closet really is for the most part Self Imposed Exile. Yes I realize that there are circumstance that dictate that we not expose ourselves. What I mean by that is sometimes we want to be Out as it were but don't want to lose that which you have. Because believe when you come Out everything Changes. Sometimes you can lose everything. So its a pretty daunting thing to consider. As per usual there are always exceptions to the rule.