Trudging On

I was jut wondering how much struggling to stay in the Closet in order to keep the Staus Quo. Diminishes the experience of being Trans. Its like the unattainable goal that if ever reached is no longer what it was made out to be since all the years of struggle have drained all the Sap out of the actuality of it coming to pass. Even to the point that you could even resent the final reality because it does not live up to your expectations. Just a Thought. lol. maybe a little too deep for a weekend me Thinks.