Could Not Get It

For the life of me I could nor remember this term yesterday when I was posting. I kept coming up with "Girl Interrupted". Which is a movie starring Winona Ryder. The term I really was looking for was "Arrested Development". Which is what happens to those of us in The Closet. We aren't able to fully develop and explore our selves. Which is what you do as a Human. Your Life really is about finding Yourself and Your Voice. So your stuck trying to portray something your not that's when the "Arrested Development" comes into Play. Why do you think that the Older T Girls go through the different Phases of growing up. Like liking Hello Kitty etc. Its because they never got to experience it the age its is appropriate for. SO they have go through all the phases of growing up. Just as much as someone that had to be very Adult to cope with a situation when they were young where the Adult were like Children. They never get to have a Childhood because they take on the role of a child. Now that has got to suck.