Can't

I am so used to doing things a bit differently on My Blog. Like I used to Blog every day until I was almost bust and then had to curtail my Blogging to days that I knew there is not going to be a chance of being bust. So much so I miss not being able to Post everyday for it provides continuity with what I am blogging about. Now it just feels like everything is just random. I really can't explain it much better than saying it feels like My Blog is fractured and is not that whole. I hope this is making sense.