I Wish

I really wish I could be drinking round about now. I just feel like it. Sometimes I just get into the space where I need to let go. I know it sounds bad that I need alcohol to feel myself. Yes I know but it works for me. I don't have to get smashed just a little tipsy. So it's not like I have to drink bottles or copious amounts of alcohol to achieve the effect. For a moment I thought it was Friday. Which I have to say is weird. It's not like I am wishing time away. It really did feel like Friday. I don't know if you have ever felt that way.