Feeling

Just the other or was it last night I was feeling strange in regards to being Trans. I almost felt guilty for being what I am. Which is weird. I almost felt that I was being selfish for wanting to be Trans or at least for being Trans. I reckon that being in the Closet does screw with your mind a bit. Since you really don't have any support except for your Therapist. My Therapist is a Psychologist. So not a Councillor or one of those lame things. It's important that you go to professionals instead of these so called Councillors who really don't know what they are doing. Anyway back too the feeling weird. I really had a what a I doing moment. Is this all real or is it something in my head. I do know the answer but every now and then you question yourself and it can leave you feeling a bit out of place.