I Don't Know

I don't know or I don't know yet how to explain what it is like what we go through. How do you explain to some What is like to dream of something that is not manifest in reality and possibly will never be the same as its in your mind. I suppose that is why allot of Trans Girls are still unhappy after Transition. Because the anticipation in reality is never the same as it is in the mind. Is it unrealistic to dream I think not. For what else would we live for if we did not have hope?