Not Enough

I thought I would just explain the not Enough Part of my earlier Post. Its not enough One Night for me to do all the things I would want to do. There is no point in me painting My Nails Only to have to take it off a matter of hours later. The Longer Girls Vac's are better since then I can Let Go properly. I really don't know what I would do if I did not have these breaks every now and then. I almost feel myself waiting in Anticipation to hear when next I get to be alone by Myself. I know that it must seem trivial to focus on just a few days to be able to let your hair down. But believe me you take every moment that you can be yourself with out getting caught as a Gift. I know it sounds trite but it is true.