Divorce

Yep that's right Divorce and not in the sense that you think. I was watching this reality show where the two main characters get divorced. So that got me thinking. WE Closeted few do that to ourselves quite often. It's quite hard to maintain the separation between Ourselves and our Persona. Sometimes we need to divorce the one from the other. Unfortunately it's the Trans side that always gets the wrong end of the stick. I know it does not make any sense but believe me it's really hard to be in touch with both sides at the same time. So simply the one has to take a backseat. Not that I divorce the one side on a permanent basis. Because it's impossible  I really hope this makes as much sense as I think it does. If not study Hieroglyphics and it might make sense then. Lol
Let me try this one more time. I am always Trans no matter what. There are Persona that I have which I use to interact with the world. To maintain them both at the same time is a lot of work. So there is a need for the one to dampen down which is always the Trans side. Simply to protect me from heartache ok I think that this makes more sens than the above. Hoorah. Well at least that's what I think.