Well I can't speak to he situation I am in . Since I know it's for the long haul. I will never be able to come out. Even if I wanted. My situation is unique and very hard at the same time. Will I be able to live with this knowledge. Well only time will tell. Short of winning the Lottery it won't happen. lol. We all can dream can't we. I have talked about this predicament a number of times. I am also aware of others that are in a similar predicament as well And they too will not be able to come out at all. So my situation is not completely unique. Not that this makes it any easier. So when I talk about being Closeted I am not joking at all. It's one thing too know that sometime in the future you will be able to come out It is something knowing full well that it will not happen at all. So really coming out is a Fantasy that will never be fulfilled. I can't really express the strongly enough that is the Fantasy part. I remember reading somewhere something to this extent "Hope denied makes the heart sick" I certainly can attest to this. Why do you think I am all the Meds I am on. Simply because I am Clinically Depressed amongst other things. I do mention this from time to time just to emphasize how difficult it is for me.
Bearing in Mind that this Blog is prescribed Therapy. This was given to me to do by My Therapist.
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