Even today and Probably will for ever be a problem. For I can not see a future for Myself as to coming Out. Please Note that this is My Reality that I will not be able to Come Out ever. So we are back to the depression because of the Fact That I am So Lonely that it is a Killer. Even amongst People you can feel Alone because of the fact that No One really knows who and what you are and never will either. I long For Friends that would know and accept me for who I am. Being the Closet makes it even more difficult to do that. The Only Possibility is through the Net and through Forums. Which I have Tried and even the Friends I made there have slowly drifted away for various reasons. namely they have lives and they are also going through hell. So Being a Closeted Tranny is a Killer.
Just writing this enough to make me Depressed. Which if you follow My Blog is one Of The Things I suffer from. Well it goes without saying. And it will continue to be that way. Not to mention all the other things that I go through it is all vicious circle. The repetitive nature of it is also a Killer.
No comments:
Post a Comment