Insanity

One definition of Insanity is doing the same thing over and over expecting a different result. My definition for Insanity is longing for something that will never come to pass. So if that's a definition of Insanity then I Plead Guilty  Yesterday I was thinking about this and all the stuff I put Myself through being Envious of those that are Out and About. No kidding I do drive Myself Crazy and yet this is the Only way I survive. I don't think I would be able to survive if I did not drive Myself CrAazy  which in of itself is a Dichotomy. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh. Well that's supposed to be a scream if you did not know by now. What you will notice by now is that there is cyclical nature to the stress and the things that I go through. Its like going over and over the same issues. For if your Out and About then your stresses are different to those in The Closet. For us it will cyclical for there is no release at all. I do think that I will have more Issues this year than the Previous Years. I will get into that at a later stage. Well I hope I will.