Falling Behind

I know this sounds strange but I feel that I am lagging in my progression in as far as my moving ahead as a Closeted T Girl. Even though I am closeted my progression has not come to a direct halt. I do however feel like I have Matured quite a bit in relation to that. I am probably just a bit impatient. Yeah maybe that is it. Just thinking out loud here. lol. You know what I mean. Anyway I certainly have changed my way of thinking about a lot of things and I am not so whimsical as I used to be. I am a lot more practical now. I will explain this at a later stage. Well if I remember to. lol