The Closet

Not much has changed since yesterday in regard to the whole Transition thing. It will take awhile before I can possibly think about such things for the moment I just want to be. Want to be without the Heartache that goes with being stuck in The Closet. There is stuff that just creeps up on you most of the time and they are unexpected but for the moment I will be happy just to let go and whatever happens happens. I don't know if this is making any sense at the moment. I am trying to say something I am just not sure it's coming out all right? Well lets try one more time. Being in the closet is enough to make you depressed what with all the stuff you cant do and fantasize about . You just need a break from everything every now and then otherwise it becomes too much. There I got it this time. Lol