Normal

For the moment I am beginning to isolate myself. Well it's because I am depressed except it's getting quite bad. Since now I have no friends what so ever. I have even fired my Family. Well that's another story all together. So I have successfully chased everyone away. I sometimes feel that relationships are an absolute farce especially if you can't be yourself. For in my case there is no one I can trust to come out to. I would absolutely love to have someone I can speak to with having the fear of them Outing me. This is a luxury. Well I almost think that I would rather not have friends that know me superficially. There is nothing worse than having friends that are shallow. you know what I mean it never goes anywhere.