Battle

This a constant one. Well not all T Girls are burdened with this one. It's the whats Inside vs the Mirror. For the moment or at least for awhile it has been on my Mind. That is the difference between how I perceive myself as opposed to the reality that I see in the Mirror. Well to put it plainly it does not match they way I perceive myself to be coming from the inside. Now some would say that it is only a Fantasy that which you visualize yourself to be internally. Which I happen to disagree with. It is almost the same as when you hear your voice recorded and played back to you. The two don't match. The way you perceives yourself to sound when speaking and the actual sound of your voice. Well the person I perceive myself to be whether it be that way I look the way I sound the way I come across are way different to that in reality. I suppose that is why they call it GID. Gender Identity Dysphoria. Dysphoria is a state of mental discomfort or suffering. Yes it  relates to the Gender but there is so much that goes with that including the Dysphoria of being in a Males body. Damn I could go on about this forever. Since it's something that I deal with on a constant basis. The difference between the two for me is huge. Not one part matches the other.